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[rianofski]

I'm painfully aware that you think I'm making friends in the City, but I'm afraid I have no choice but to disabuse you of that notion. Yes, there are individuals there who are...

[A sigh.]

Useful. And diverting, at times. However, I hardly think that they qualify as friends simply because I'm capable of spending five minutes speaking with them. It's not as though I've been given any other choice. One must do what one can to mitigate negative situations, after all.

Comments

[tinfoil_angel]

Do you dislike the idea of friends or do you just feel that not many people are deserving of your friendship?

[rianofski]

I hope you don't find it unnecessary prevarication to say that both are true, to some extent.

[tinfoil_angel]

Well the ideas aren't contradictory so it can be both.

But I suppose the better question is, what does friendship mean to you?

[rianofski]

Is this some sort of attempt at psychological analysis?

[tinfoil_angel]

No I'm not a psychologist. It was more a curiosity on how you saw it, an exchange of ideas. Since the idea of friendship is a concept made by a society an individual could change their meaning of friendship to a number of things.

[rianofski]

Mmm. And what does it mean to you?

[tinfoil_angel]

Hm I suppose the honest answer would be a group of people I trust enough to share the end of the world with.

[rianofski]

In that case, I'm afraid I'm lacking in friends entirely.

[tinfoil_angel]

But my definition is a little strict. Yours doesn't have to be and could essentially be anything you wanted it to be as long as you believed in it. Concepts and ideas have very little power when someone doesn't believe in it.

[rianofski]

Then what if I say I don't believe in the concept at all?