on being dropped from towerofanimus

[restitchtime]

You know, I might have actually been fucking grateful about getting out of that shithole if the first thing out of your mouth hadn't been that you still wanted to play me and were looking for another place to stick me.

So congratulations on fucking up the one time I might have actually tolerated your moronic bullshit, I guess. Considering just how fucking horrendous the tower was that takes some skill.

...no, I'm not upset that they're stuck there without me now. There are enough obnoxious bitches to make up for me being gone, and it's not like I ever did anything except make life even more of a living hell for them. If they've still got a few brain cells working they should be throwing a god damn party over this right now.

If you're waiting for me to crack and start bawling over all my sappy repressed feelings, do us both a favor and hold your breath while you're at it? Maybe that way I'll finally get rid of your sorry ass.

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[mamadonna]

It Would Be A Perfectly Reasonable Response To Such An Exit.
I Know That, For Myself, I Had Felt As If My Retirement From The Tower Was Not Unlike An Abandonment Of Those There Who Might Have Still Required My Attention.
A Shame That There Will Only Ever Be Too Many In Residence There For One To Practice The Care They Would All Be Due.

[restitchtime]

I'm less worried about them thinking I abandoned them and more about them going around bouncing off walls and sticking their faces into spiked traps now that there's no one to screech common sense at them. Pretty sure that the services I provided were a lot harsher than yours ever were, though, so that might be part of it.

[mamadonna]

Well, That Was Partly The Meaning I Intended.
Any Bitterness At My Departure Is Unfortunate, And I May Desire To Dissuade That Impression If It Has Arisen, But There Is Little To Be Done About It.
Primary Among My Concern Is What I May Have Been Able To Affect Had I Remained, And What May Instead Be Occurring In My Absence.
Though, At The Same Time, I Am Afraid That Thinking This May Be Terribly Arrogant Of Me.

[restitchtime]

Yeah, I'd be kind of worried about your fucking head popping if you tried to walk through a door with an attitude like that. It's like me bitching about how nobody in the damn place is going to be able to get their asses out of there now that I'm not around to keep them from bouncing off walls.

It'll take a hell of a lot longer, but they'll get there. Probably.

[she's kidding. really.]

[mamadonna]

There's Little We Could Do To Facilitate Their Escape Either Way.
Those Tend To Happen Of Their Own Accord, Whether We Would Appreciate Them Or Not.
At Best We Could Only Have Eased The Time That Must Be Spent Under The Tower's Incarceration.

[restitchtime]

You don't know that. Nobody fucking knows that. We barely understand the fucking assholes running this place, let alone whether there's an exit or not. You keep pounding at something and it'll give eventually; there's no fucking way that all of us couldn't have done something.

[mamadonna]

Well, We Had Both Made It Out By No Efforts Of Our Own.
But That Doesn't Promise That It Would Have Given Way If We Had.
One Would Imagine That Such An Unpleasant Setting Would Be Conducive To Inspiring The Collaboration Necessary To Attempt A Forced Exit, If IT Were Possible.
But That Was Hardly The Case.

[restitchtime]

Dipshits are dipshits not matter where they are. There were enough people with working brains in that shithole to at least give it a shot.




I wanted out on my terms. Not theirs.

[mamadonna]

As We Would, Of Course, All Prefer.
But Our Terms Were Given Little Consideration In The Tower, Only The Whims Of Those Who Ran It.
This, I'm Afraid, Is Simply The Way Of The World.
You Are Rarely Allowed Agency In The Direction Your Life Will Take, But You Must Make The Most Of It Nonetheless.

[restitchtime]

I don't know if you've noticed, but I don't take people directing me very well. There's a lot less making the most of it and a lot more breaking shit.

[mamadonna]

I Suppose I've Grown Somewhat Complacent, Given Its Frequency Of Occurrence.
You Can Break All You Like, But In The End The Result Has Rarely Ever Been Different For It.

[restitchtime]

Then you're just not breaking the right pieces.

[mamadonna]

And If These Right Ones Are Beyond Your Effect?
I Think It's A More Common Conclusion Than You Are Acknowledging.

[restitchtime]

Then I climb. I know there's a shitton of things outside of my reach, but that's no reason to sit around with my thumb up my ass and let it be.