speedysis: (not for one second)
Thea Queen ([personal profile] speedysis) wrote in [community profile] dear_mun2012-11-28 08:53 pm

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Look, I know.

I know how incredibly creepy and awful it is to wish your brother's grave was still stuck in your backyard, especially when it turns out that he isn't dead after all and sleeps just down the hallway.  And that's great, that's amazing, I'm thrilled that he's alive but...

But I can't talk to alive Ollie like I could talk to dead Ollie. 

And don't say that I can still talk to dad's headstone.  It isn't the same.

[personal profile] followedthelaw 2012-11-29 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
That's not what I meant.

I should watch my phrasing when it comes to Ollie.

[personal profile] followedthelaw 2012-11-29 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
He told me about his scars.

[personal profile] followedthelaw 2012-11-29 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
I just hope he's telling someone other than me. He hasn't said a lot that he hasn't been forced to talk about.

[personal profile] followedthelaw 2012-11-29 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
I know. I think, in his own weird way, he's trying to spare us as much as he's trying to spare himself the thought of reliving all of that.

[personal profile] followedthelaw 2012-11-29 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe he doesn't want to make you have to handle it.

But I can't really speak for Ollie. I just gathered all of this from the conversations we've had.

[personal profile] followedthelaw 2012-11-29 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
Are you sure he's not just being an overprotective brother?

[personal profile] followedthelaw 2012-11-29 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
I can't argue with that.

[Well she probably could, but her lawerly powers only go so far.]

But why would he interfere with your life, if he's not worried about you?

[personal profile] followedthelaw 2012-11-29 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know either. There's a lot about Ollie I don't understand anymore. But I know, when it comes to you, he really cares.

Even if he's being a butthead about it.

[personal profile] followedthelaw 2012-11-29 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
Because he's a selfish jerk, but I don't think the island took everything from him.

['There was something I wanted more.' Surely it wasn't just Laurel. Was it?]

[personal profile] followedthelaw 2012-12-01 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
I know this is awkward, considering my...uh history, but you can always talk to me. Until we figure out a way to get Ollie to open up.