so new to this fandom it hurts

[milligan]

What, were you expecting a happy ending for me? From this show? Really? Things didn't get any happier after the first season's finale and you're already on the seventh, so I don't know if you're holding on to hope just because you can, or you're just being masochistic at this point.

Look. You knew Dean was going to make that choice. It wouldn't be Supernatural if he didn't— And no, we're not talking about how I feel about that, I'm not even a real Winchester. That's not my thing.

My point is, if I even make it out of the cage, looking up the Winchesters is probably the last thing I'd wanna do up top. It's nothing personal, except for the part where it really kind of is. Deal with it.

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please say this gets better somehow :(

[milligan]

[ Adam probably has one very big bullcrap-accusing face right now. ]

I know, Dean, the glaring loneliness back in the cage kind of told me that too. I meant how's he doing.

Umm... Sam feels throughout S7, Cas as well. And S8..well...

[wheresthepie]

I think he's doing okay? Don't really talk to him much.

that... sounds painful.

[milligan]

[ This is ridiculous. Your face is ridiculous, everything about this conversation is ridiculous. ]

And I thought Sam was full of crap. Really? You find a way to get him out of hell and then you don't talk about it? Do you even know where he is?

yuuuup

[wheresthepie]

I didn't get him out of hell! I seriously didn't! I've been with Lisa for the last year!
Dude. ya gotta believe me. I had no part in Sam getting pulled from the pit. That was all Cas.

No. I talk to him, but don't know where he is.

[milligan]

Who's Lisa? [ But that's beside the point— ] And that angel friend of yours, he couldn't be assed to drag me back out too? No, wait, it's the Michael thing, wasn't it?

This is crazy. Talking to you is like talking to a wall with burn marks.

[ He doesn't really care, but it's the principle of the thing. ]

So you quit.

[wheresthepie]

My girlfriend. And don't get me started on Cas. Seriously. He barely got Sam out as it was. Got Sam, but not his soul. He couldn't drag you both out.

I asked Death... if he could get both of you out... but he said I had to pick one.


[Sorry dude.. full blood comes first. And we all know Sam and Dean are too close for comfort.]

I did not quit! He's not easy to find!

[milligan]

I can't even pretend to be surprised about that. [ He has no illusions who you would pick, Dean. At least they're on the same page somewhat. ] I guess that's why he was still mostly there for a while, then, but I'm assuming you knew.

So if you didn't get him out, and you certainly didn't try to get me out - [ asking Death once? that barely counts right now ] - then what's this? Here, wherever this is.

[wheresthepie]

I did try. I begged Death to get both of you out. Just to get Sam's soul back I had to play death for a day. Seriously. Dude. I tried.

I ... don't know. Dude. You're still family. Even if it's only half.

[milligan]

Well too bad, Dean, you had to be Death and carry all that power on you for like a day. Am I supposed to sympathize here? I was in Hell. Half family or a third family or however else you wanna measure that, I'm still having trouble understanding why you guys left me in the cage.

[ ...this is still not talking about feelings, either. seriously. ]

[wheresthepie]

Do you know what it's like to have to kill a twelve year-old girl with a fucking heart condition? Leaving her father all alone in the world? NO! Being Death is NOT easy. So stop pretending like I didn't try. I've been to fucking hell, I know what it's like. So stop acting like a whiney brat. I tried to get you out I did, but he made me choose between you or Sam.