Homeless forever, probably.

[qaunak]

It's alright, mun. I know there aren't many places out there for someone like me.

But I appreciate the chance at being able to see my sons again. I miss them both, Noatak especially... I thank you for this chance to see who they've become.

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[ex_lostblood813]

Ma-mother?

[qaunak]

Noatak! [Have the biggest hug she can muster.]

i don't have the right icons for this ;_;

[ex_lostblood813]

[Shut up! He is NOT crying. And so not clinging back.]

Mother!

Neither do I, but she was only in one scene... DX

[qaunak]

[She shushes him, smiling. So her big by isn't too big to cry. Good. Maybe that'll help with all the pent up emotions he has.] Noatak, it's so good to see you again. I thought I'd lost you.

;_; she was such a good mommy and deserves all the love

[ex_lostblood813]

I thought I was never going to see you again.

[If anything, he's mother was important to him. It was hard leaving her, but it was something he had to do.]

This entire post is hitting me in the feels.

[qaunak]

I know. But - but you're here now, and that means I can say I'm sorry. [Her smile falls.] Tarrlok told me everything. About... about your father. I never knew - I - Noatak, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry for everything. I love you so much, if I had known what was going on, I would have stopped it... I... [She chokes back tears and clutches him to her as tightly as she can.] I love you, Noatak.

but it's so beautiful! And i love you so much for rping her!

[ex_lostblood813]

I love you too.

And... I wish you knew mother. Didn't you notice how we were changing? You had to at least know something wasn't right. You had to.

Aw, thank you.

[qaunak]

I didn't. Until it all came crashing down, I - I - how could I have been so blind? [Tears are definitely sliding down her face now, and her body shakes with the force of her sobs.] This is my fault. All of it. I should have seen it, I should have stopped it...

/cuddles

[ex_lostblood813]

You should have. You should have been able to tell! You're our mother and you let that monster use us as his soldiers.

[He loves you, he really does, but there are so many unanswered questions.]

[qaunak]

I didn't know... [She can't even form words, she's crying so hard.] I wish... I wish I could take it all back, Noatak, I...

[ex_lostblood813]

Don't... don't cry. [Crap. He's awful.] You have to be strong. For Tarrlok. You have to protect him.

[qaunak]

I'm trying, I am, but he's... he thinks he killed you, because he wouldn't bloodbend, and now it's like he's not there even when he is, and I can barely even speak to your father anymore, I can't trust a word he says - I'm so alone. And I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry for everything, but I don't know how to fix it...

[ex_lostblood813]

STOP SAYING YOUR SORRY!

[Once he realizes he's snapped at her, he quickly backs away in shame.]

Stop... Just. Words don't mean anything. Just protect him.

[qaunak]

I will. I'll try. [She took a step back when he snapped at her, and she doesn't approach again, looking at him instead with something akin to fear in her eyes. Who is this angry, loud, cold bloodbender and what did he do with her little Noatak?]

[ex_lostblood813]

Don't try. You have to. Don't let that man you married turn him into a monster.

[qaunak]

And what about you, Noatak?

[ex_lostblood813]

Don't worry about me. [He's already a lost cause.]

[qaunak]

I love you. You're my son. I couldn't stop worrying about you any more than I could stop breathing, Noatak.

[ex_lostblood813]

Noatak died that day... [Who he is now, he isn't sure.]

[qaunak]

Then a part of me died too. You're hurting my heart, son. Please don't lose yourself to all this pain, all this hate. This isn't who you are.

[ex_lostblood813]

It's who that monster made me. If you want someone to blame, blame him.

[qaunak]

I raised you too. Do I count for nothing?

[ex_lostblood813]

He ruined everything. He didn't want sons. He wanted soldiers.

[qaunak]

I only wanted sons. Can't you hold on to the love of your brother and I, and refuse to let your life be ruined?

[ex_lostblood813]

Stop trying to save me. I'm not your son anymore... [It hurts so much to say that.]