headed to towerofanimus

[obsessing]

You know what, mun?

I'm really glad that you're sending me somewhere. I'm also glad that Yukki's coming with me, too. But I won't allow him to have any roommates that might potentially ruin our relationship. I love him, after all. He belongs to me.

So you better make sure you finish that application soon. And make sure Yukki's mun does the same. Or else you're going to regret it.

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Just... over here, somewhere. /threadjack

[deusexyandere]

[ Tohko... he gets what you're trying to do, and he appreciates it, but you're really playing with fire, here... ]

Yeah..something needs to stop her before she gets hurt.

[tohko_amano]

[Sadly, however, Tohko has no idea of how much fire she's playing with. She thinks it's just a few matches..when it's a lot more than that.]

Oh, good evening. Sorry. I didn't see you there. How are you?

T-T-THREADJACKIN'

[writeshersnacks]

[ nobody panic! he just got here as quick as he could when he heard that his senpai was trying to talk sense into a yandere.

and why would he risk letting her get hurt? seriously. here, senpai, have a Konoha in back of you now. he's looking from Yuno, to Tohko, to Yukki, back to Tohko ... and then he leans down and lowers his voice. ]

Tohko-senpai, I don't know if this is something that can be fixed with words ...

She's really been worried about him..

[tohko_amano]

[While Tohko is ecstatic to finally see Konoha again, she tries to keep calm and lower her voice so that only Konoha can hear her. She does break out into a huge smile though. And he's finally calling her 'upperclassman'!]

Then what do we fix it up with, Konoha?

*joins the threadjack train*

[wistfulrhapsody]

... if I may interrupt... I don't know if we can really get through to her, Amano-sempai.

[ ohai so apparently she was informed that a bunch of them were here to talk Tohko out of... something bad involving a yandere.

And considering that she knew one that hurt Konoha deeply, she wasn't about to take chances. ]

... besides, she doesn't seem like she'd listen to anything unless he says it.

[ And she glances meaningfully at Yukki, nodding in emphasis. ]

I'm loving this train.~

[tohko_amano]

[Tohko nods, getting the idea. While she's also really happy to see Nanase again, she keeps her voice lowered. Her grin goes get a lot wider though. Her mun hadn't told her whether they were alive or not, so she'd been worried.]

I see. I guess we have to tell him to be honest with her, if that's possible.

[deusexyandere]

I'm fine.

[ Really. He's been with her long enough to know how to handle her. ]

[tohko_amano]

Well, that's good.

[Tohko lowers her voice here, so that only this guy can hear.]

Listen, if you don't tell her how you exactly feel, you'll end up regretting it later. She's going to hurt you and anyone she doesn't want you to meet if you don't tell her that you can take care of yourself.

[deusexyandere]

[ Great... just what he needs. Someone else who wants to get involved. Because that's totally never ended the exact same way every time. He sighs, shakes his head, and lowers his voice. ]

Look, I know what you're trying to do, and... I know how to handle Yuno. And I'm the only one who can.

[tohko_amano]

[Tohko keeps her voice lowered. However, she does sigh.]

Then make sure you can handle her in a way that doesn't hurt you, her, or your other loved ones.

[deusexyandere]

I already know how, and it was mostly through trial and error. She's... just really afraid of losing me. I just need to remind her that she's not going to.

Please, you really don't want to get involved in this.

[tohko_amano]

Ah, alright then. Then..do your best to remind her that she isn't going to lose you, even if you make new friends.

[Tohko ignores the last sentence. She is a bit of a hardhead and gets her nose into things, whether she should or shouldn't.]

[deusexyandere]

I do. Every day, every chance I get.

[ The 'she's just paranoid and completely irrational' bit goes unspoken. Yukiteru isn't stupid, he's not oblivious to how she is. But he loves her regardless. Call him stupid or masochistic, but he does. ]

[tohko_amano]

Good. Then keep at it. And maybe letting her see a psychologist wouldn't hurt.

[deusexyandere]

It won't work.

[ He sighs. If anything, Yuno would just kill the psychologist, too. ]

Really... the only thing that matters to her is knowing that I love her, and care about her. Just... please. I'm okay. Really. I know what I'm doing with her.

[tohko_amano]

[Tohko sighed.] I see. So she's that far gone..

It also seems that she wants to separate you from anyone who might be your friend, even if it wouldn't change your relationship. I'm not saying that you don't know what you're doing..but make it clear to her. Don't let yourself be isolated.

[deusexyandere]

I'm kind of used to it by now. [ His tone sounds defeated. Not regretful, just... something he's had to resign himself to in life. ] I know it's probably not true, but after everything both of us have been through... I kind of understand her fear.

[ Even if it's completely irrational and is more based on sheer paranoia than any kind of life experience. It might even sound more like Yukiteru is trying to convince himself of that more than he's trying to convince Tohko. ]

All that really matters is that she's happy, and that she knows she won't lose me. If not... well... [ Tohko can draw her own conclusions. ]

[tohko_amano]

[Tohko sighed.]

While it's nice that you understand her pain, you should try to help her heal and overcome this.

Besides, aren't you hurting too? If things have been rough for her, then they've probably been rough for you as well. If you two are going to stick together, your happiness matters too.

[deusexyandere]

[ He frowns, and breaks eye contact with her. ]

As much as I wish she could, I don't think she'll ever fully heal from everything she's been through. She's lost so much, and... well... so have I. I'm all she has left. And really... if I'm going to this Tower, she's all I have left. I just have to make sure she doesn't lose me. I don't think she could take it.

[ It's obvious he cares more about her than he does about himself, much as she does about him. Just in a different way. Yuno would hunt down and remove - often violently - anything she perceives as a threat to their relationship. Meanwhile, Yukiteru is completely self-sacrificing, and despite obviously knowing and fully acknowledging how violent and crazy Yuno is, absolutely refuses to leave her. Maybe it's out of fear, or maybe it's out of genuine love. Most likely, it's both. He does love her, and it couldn't be more obvious... but he knows what will happen if Yuno ever does lose him. And he doesn't want that. Not for her, or for anyone else.

He's the one thing standing between her and total insanity. And he loves her too much to let that happen. ]

/oh look more threadjacking. placeholders, too, since mun needs to go earn teh moneys.

[writeshersnacks]

[ He seems really uncomfortable ... but he's gonna try anyway. ]

Hey. Could I ... possibly talk with you for a few moments?

[ Hopefully out of sight of that girlfriend of Yukki's .... ]

why can't I hold all these feels

[deusexyandere]

[ Oh Deus, not another one. ]

Um... sure. I guess...

And apparently phone tagging is a thing because Konoha wants to talk

[writeshersnacks]

[ He motions for Yukki to follow him and takes him somewhere away from all the girls. ]

Just so you know, i'm not going to try to give you advice on how to deal with your girlfriend. I doubt I'd give any good advice on that anyway.

[ he looks around for any sign of said girlfriend though. Just to be safe. ]

I need to ask you a favor, though. You're going to the Animus place, right? The one that Tohko-senpai is at right now?

[deusexyandere]

[ Thank Deus. He really can't take any more 'advice' right now. ]

I... I think so. Why?

[writeshersnacks]

I ... [ mrgh. he looks away a little, over toward Tohko, then back to Yukki. ]

I want to ask you to look out for her for me. My Mun's still waffling a bit on whether or not she's going to take me to this place as well, and I guess I'm a little worried about Tohko-senpai being in such a place without anybody she knows from home.

[ THEN AGAIN, IN HIS TIME, SHE LEFT HIM FOR HOKKAIDO. But he really cares a lot about her, so of course he's going to try to find a way to look after her even if he can't be there himself. ]

[deusexyandere]

[ Yeah... yeah, that's... well, he wants to, of course. But the way things are looking, Yuno doesn't see "no more survival game!" in the same way he does. ]

Why can't you come?

[ But he's not saying he won't do it. Just that she'd probably be safer if someone else watches over her. Especially since yanderes tend not to take "I need to protect this other girl" very well. ]