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Look, we both know you've got no idea where this is going. Just walk away and go have fun with the twenty other versions of me you've got running around before this gets even more out of hand.

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That bad, huh?

No, I suppose you never were. If you're abandoning Tim you sure as hell don't have any fucks left to give about me.

But don't worry, I can be every bit as good a big brother.

And I guess this is the part where I say you're all better off without me.

Sure, that seems to be the script. But of course you know they aren't, and you hate yourself a little more for doing this anyway.

What's a little more self-loathing, though? Another grain of hate at the Dick Grayson Beach of Despair, open 24/7 from here on out. It all feels the same after a while, doesn't it? You just keep digging and sooner or later it has to stop, right?

I'm pretty sure we're seeing this one through to the end, so. We'll see.

Aw, you think I don't know that?

It's gonna be exactly like that and you know it. I just like talking about this bed you're making and that you're gonna have to lie down in.

Cause I care.

Sure you do, kiddo.

It's a perfectly comfortable bed.

You really...?

No. I'll believe it when I see it.

Can't promise you'll like what you'll see.

Yeah, like you really care about that.

This is ridiculous, just so you know.

We've seen a lot of ridiculous stuff.

Fine, that's true. But that doesn't change what this is.

Just don't fuck Rose, that'd be too fucked up.

I'm not that bad.

How the fuck am I supposed to know that?

In fact, let me just write you up a list of people not to fuck.

You do that. I appreciate the concern, but that's not really high on my list of priorities these days, so.

See, this is what I was talking about, the depressing thing. If you do this you need to make it your life, Dick, not your death.

Not actively looking to have sex with people doesn't mean I'm trying to kill myself.

Not even remotely what I meant.

What did you mean?

Why are you doing this?

Fortune and glory?

Answer or you're gonna walk into like a forty member intervention one night organized by Oracle.

Tim's dead. Couple other people too.

... a thirty-five member intervention, then.

Sorry.

It's fine. It's not like you knew.

Okay. But you know that this doesn't have to put you on my radar. Quite the opposite, in fact.