dear_mun | (no subject)

I realize you're struggling with this. Balancing university and family disasters, all while attempting a move to Dreamwidth. It's a lot for anyone to handle. But then, change never has been your strong suit.

You're feeling inadequate, perhaps lost. I'm right, aren't I? You're wanting to make new friends, find more familiar faces for me to interact with, possibly even hoping to find a game I'll last longer than a month in. Yet you're so afraid of being rejected, you're hardly making a real effort. I can point you in the proper direction, but you can't expect me to do all the work. You do understand we function as a unit?

You should listen to that professor of yours. The one I heard saying he enjoys making you blush. If you allow the fear of being hurt to prevent you from seeking what you're looking for, you'll certainly never find it. It isn't always such a terrible thing to be vulnerable. Sometimes, it's worth the risk.

You've always trusted me, in the past. I hope you'll trust me in this, as well.

With my love,
Helen

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And...[He stopped. He had a good come back but he still wasn't sure if he wanted to share such intimate details of his life with this woman he'd just met, even if she was old and nice.]