being let out, and escaping from Tumblr

[wheresthepie]

Finally. After all this time, you're letting me out. I was waiting for you to actually let me out instead of keeping me cooped up in your skull with all these others, like Cas and Gabriel. Really? Them? Cas I don't mind, but Gabe? We've almost killed each other! 

And tumblr. Really. Unimpressed, babe. So unimpressed. Though, I am impressed with how fast you're learning Latin and Enochian, and about the sons of bitches out there that we deal with. It's helpful. You're ready for December 21st, that's for damn sure. 

Now that I'm here, you need to stick me somewhere right? That's how this shit works? As long as it's either a place where I don't have things I have to gank, or if it is, that I'm allowed to gank them. 
Thanks, sweetheart. 

Yours truly, 

Dean.

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[wheresthepie]

I... Cas....

[And he's speechless. He desires females... and Cas.]

[freetobe]

Dean.

[And just that wide-eyed, long, deep look.]

[wheresthepie]

It's... it's not...

[looks away from Cas, trying to gather his thoughts. That look, the tears in his eyes, one rolling down his cheek. He's scared.]

[freetobe]

[A warm, sure hand on Dean's shoulder. Close to a certain mark, actually. A light, reassuring squeeze.]

You have no cause for fear, Dean.

[Castiel will stand by you, come what may.]

[wheresthepie]

[he turns to look at Cas, his emerald eyes meeting the familiar ocean blue of Cas']

No need to fear? Do you even know what this is like? I bet you don't, Cas.

[He knows. He's still terrified.}

[freetobe]

Since I met you, Dean, I have started to feel many things. But fear has never been among that with you.

[wheresthepie]

I meant feel like to....

[he turns away again, gathering his thoughts.]

want something you're not used to wanting. Something that's so freakin' new that you can't even understand what the hell is going on!

[freetobe]

Ever since I gripped you tight, Dean.

[wheresthepie]

Cas... why didn't you say something?

[freetobe]

I was not aware I should have.

[wheresthepie]

Well, you definitely should have. I... I love you, Cas.

[freetobe]

[Have a slightly drawn-out silence while Castiel stares at Dean. It's a soft stare, though. One of the ones that requires no words to say exactly what Castiel feels. Instead he just says the one word that's always meant just that and so much more.]

Dean.

[wheresthepie]

[Having known Cas for long enough to know exactly what he meant, this was a moment where Dean wished he actually had the balls to kiss the angel, but he didn't. He was still scared. So he just kept looking at him, and didn't stop. Those perfect blue eyes, pouted, chapped lips, and the mess of hair on his head. To Dean, the angel was perfection.]

[freetobe]

[If there was one thing Dean could never hope to win, it was a staring contest with Castiel. It dragged on, that look, until Castiel started looking almost a tad smug.]

I do believe you... owe your mundane an apology, Dean. It seems to me she had the right idea.

[wheresthepie]

Oh don't start with me. Took a lot of ... arguing with myself to admit that, Cas. Don't go inflating her ego. She reall... I lie. She does need it.

[freetobe]

You have a penchant for doing everything the hard way, Dean. I for one am grateful for her encouragement.

[wheresthepie]

She's smiling, glad someone appreciates her. Since she had the worst thursday possible.

[freetobe]

Why?

[Cue the obligatory head tilt right there.]

[wheresthepie]

Her ex girlfriend was ... more of a dick than Zachariah, Lucifer, Michael, Crowley, and Lillith combined.

[freetobe]

That sounds unpleasant. I do hope you came to her defense, Dean.

[wheresthepie]

I tried. Her ex hates me. The show too. So, yeah. Mun was ready to ... drink herself into oblivion.

If you need to talk btw, I got an open ear...

[freetobe]

Imbibing copious amounts of alcohol has short-term benefits. I find the resulting headache not worth the effort.

Thanks. I...I'm a bit over it. More than I was.

[wheresthepie]

She meant until she was... gone. It was a very rough night, Cas. It... explaining that is ... almost painful.

*hugs tight* I hope my message wasn't out of line or anything... *worried*

[freetobe]

Like you did sometimes, Dean?

[A firm look, but also a firm hand keeping Dean close.]

It wasn't. I appreciate it though

[wheresthepie]

Yeah. Like I ddi. But.. I've got you. I got no reason to want to die now.