Locke Cole (
mirage_diver) wrote in
dear_mun2012-09-27 07:46 am
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The implications of an requesting a reserve at
witchesreign
Look. Mun. I'm appreciative and all; I'm happy that you want to keep me around, even if I don't understand how music has anything to do with a rekindled interest in me.
And, you know... the old me probably would've loved a world where you can throw away your memories with the help of Espers! But... that's the old me.
And you want me to show up there... right after her last words to me. Right after I got the closure I needed. After she... thanked me. And told me that she remembered.
Was it to give me a chance to forget it all? Did you even think that far into it, mun? I don't want to forget Rachel. Even if I did... without her, I wouldn't be me. Regardless of what happened, she's a part of who I am now. And it's not like Celes will be there, either...
Are you expecting me to lose someone twice like that? You can't even get me too attached to anyone there! Can't do that "relationship" thing.
Because if another woman I love forgets who I am again?
I swear. I. Will. Kill. You. Or I'll ask Sabin to do it; one of your friends has him camping out in their head, don't they?
Just... think this through, mun. Maybe taking me there isn't good for either of us.
And, you know... the old me probably would've loved a world where you can throw away your memories with the help of Espers! But... that's the old me.
And you want me to show up there... right after her last words to me. Right after I got the closure I needed. After she... thanked me. And told me that she remembered.
Was it to give me a chance to forget it all? Did you even think that far into it, mun? I don't want to forget Rachel. Even if I did... without her, I wouldn't be me. Regardless of what happened, she's a part of who I am now. And it's not like Celes will be there, either...
Are you expecting me to lose someone twice like that? You can't even get me too attached to anyone there! Can't do that "relationship" thing.
Because if another woman I love forgets who I am again?
I swear. I. Will. Kill. You. Or I'll ask Sabin to do it; one of your friends has him camping out in their head, don't they?
Just... think this through, mun. Maybe taking me there isn't good for either of us.
