watch the majestic teal deer pass!

[unionjackoff]

[he's quiet for a while, pressing his fingertips to his lips in thought while he looks off distantly. finally he speaks]

They've gotten to you, haven't they? Finally, all those silly little insecurities have forced their way into your mind, and you're unhappy. Again. Not that I'm surprised. This always happens to you, doesn't it, my Lady? And, in the same way, you've decided to make a run for it. The weight is too much for you to bear.

You've done it before. You never stick to anything, do you? See, even I am causing you to feel disgusted. I am not your enemy. We've been with each other for several years, and I have both enjoyed and mourned over the events we've gone through together. I'm... thankful for your loyalty, I suppose... All the studying and watching and reading and asking questions. You've immersed yourself into my culture and history, despite knowing that there are others who know more about me, or who would criticise you for not crossing your T's and dotting your I's.

[a light sigh, pinches the bridge of his nose]

Are you really certain about this? Of course, I don't want to add too much stress to your life. You're already a nervous wreck. A few things have toppled you over the edge within the past few days, it seems. I know it is not my duty to apologise, but I'm sorry, nonetheless.

I hope that doing this is the right thing for you. For now, I will remain by your side, since you depend on me. But not because I depend on you, or anything.

Comments

[si_espana]

[Spain chuckles.] You can be so strange sometimes.

[unionjackoff]

I'm not the one who wants to join a game just so I can do the same blasé things every day.

[si_espana]

So what would you rather do when you join a game, then?

[unionjackoff]

... [looks down] Lots of things, I suppose. I like to learn about other worlds and creatures.

[si_espana]

So you would like new worlds to explore. [That does sound fun.]

[unionjackoff]

A-ah... yes. That's right.

[si_espana]

Aren't most games like that, though? But then they turn out dangerous and everything, yes?

[unionjackoff]

Well, perhaps there are some that won't be that dangerous. I don't know! Don't ask me.

/late response is so laaaate

[si_espana]

But you have been to more games than me~! You must have a better idea!

[unionjackoff]

All the ones I've been in are dangerous.

...But I think the new one I'm going to might not be so.

[si_espana]

So where are you going?

[unionjackoff]

...I'd rather not say. Yet. We'll see if it happens. [though some bad news about plans happened today so it might not happen]

[si_espana]

Okay, then.

[Spain sighs, leaning more against England a little, almost resting his head by his.] Ay, we're getting restless...

[unionjackoff]

[HIS MUN'S LUCK, MAN. it's effing ridiculous]

You and I, or you and your mun?

[si_espana]

[Spain's Mun sends over hugs. It sucks when plans don't fall through.]

My Mun and I as well as the others.

[unionjackoff]

I'm sure things will work out for you. You have several loyal partners, yeah?

[si_espana]

Well, that was before. But people have drifted away and my Mun has been so busy lately, yes...

[unionjackoff]

Ah... I apologise.

[si_espana]

It's all right. I guess these things happen.

[unionjackoff]

I suppose they do... [after a moment, he rests his head against Spain's. he does feel bad, especially when he's gone through similar losses]

[si_espana]

It's not as if they've all disappeared, really. Just that before, there were more people to speak to and it was somehow... Easier? I couldn't explain it myself.

[He smiles at England's action, happy at the surprising show of a tiny bit of affection.]

[unionjackoff]

[he would never admit to it as such. he'd only say that he was feeling sleepy and needed a headrest!]

... [he's not sure what to say to that. so he keeps quiet, sighing. maybe they can just sit here like this for a while]

[si_espana]

...Lo siento. [Spain says after a while, turning his head a little to look at his companion.] You're probably bored of the silly things I say.

[unionjackoff]

[sits up quickly]

N-no! It's not... I mean... Sure, you're boring. But... It's not like I have anything better to do! [every word out of his mouth is a lie]

[si_espana]

[Spain just laughs, amused.]

Inglaterra, you hardly change~