watch the majestic teal deer pass!

[unionjackoff]

[he's quiet for a while, pressing his fingertips to his lips in thought while he looks off distantly. finally he speaks]

They've gotten to you, haven't they? Finally, all those silly little insecurities have forced their way into your mind, and you're unhappy. Again. Not that I'm surprised. This always happens to you, doesn't it, my Lady? And, in the same way, you've decided to make a run for it. The weight is too much for you to bear.

You've done it before. You never stick to anything, do you? See, even I am causing you to feel disgusted. I am not your enemy. We've been with each other for several years, and I have both enjoyed and mourned over the events we've gone through together. I'm... thankful for your loyalty, I suppose... All the studying and watching and reading and asking questions. You've immersed yourself into my culture and history, despite knowing that there are others who know more about me, or who would criticise you for not crossing your T's and dotting your I's.

[a light sigh, pinches the bridge of his nose]

Are you really certain about this? Of course, I don't want to add too much stress to your life. You're already a nervous wreck. A few things have toppled you over the edge within the past few days, it seems. I know it is not my duty to apologise, but I'm sorry, nonetheless.

I hope that doing this is the right thing for you. For now, I will remain by your side, since you depend on me. But not because I depend on you, or anything.

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[unionjackoff]

[HIS MUN'S LUCK, MAN. it's effing ridiculous]

You and I, or you and your mun?

[si_espana]

[Spain's Mun sends over hugs. It sucks when plans don't fall through.]

My Mun and I as well as the others.

[unionjackoff]

I'm sure things will work out for you. You have several loyal partners, yeah?

[si_espana]

Well, that was before. But people have drifted away and my Mun has been so busy lately, yes...

[unionjackoff]

Ah... I apologise.

[si_espana]

It's all right. I guess these things happen.

[unionjackoff]

I suppose they do... [after a moment, he rests his head against Spain's. he does feel bad, especially when he's gone through similar losses]

[si_espana]

It's not as if they've all disappeared, really. Just that before, there were more people to speak to and it was somehow... Easier? I couldn't explain it myself.

[He smiles at England's action, happy at the surprising show of a tiny bit of affection.]

[unionjackoff]

[he would never admit to it as such. he'd only say that he was feeling sleepy and needed a headrest!]

... [he's not sure what to say to that. so he keeps quiet, sighing. maybe they can just sit here like this for a while]

[si_espana]

...Lo siento. [Spain says after a while, turning his head a little to look at his companion.] You're probably bored of the silly things I say.

[unionjackoff]

[sits up quickly]

N-no! It's not... I mean... Sure, you're boring. But... It's not like I have anything better to do! [every word out of his mouth is a lie]

[si_espana]

[Spain just laughs, amused.]

Inglaterra, you hardly change~

[unionjackoff]

[grr!] Just be quiet! [and he'll rest his head against you again, pouting!]

[si_espana]

[He chuckles softly, unable to help himself. And how is he supposed to resist that pout? Excuse him as he leans a little and just brushes his lips lightly against England's temple fondly.]

All right~

[Though that probably won't last long since this is Spain.]

[unionjackoff]

[eeeeeegh! Y U DO DIS. make him feel all warm and fuzzy. he kind of wishes he were invisible.

but he doesn't pull away]

[si_espana]

[It could be worse? He could have reached over and snuggled England by now! This is Spain showing some restraint, knowing that England won't be comfortable.]

[unionjackoff]

[well, fine. BUT NOTHING ELSE. or he'll pout more. and probably punch you]

[si_espana]

[That's not anything new but he's no masochist so he'd behave.]