maaaaaybe going to ataraxion

[nicotinecrazed]

Really? Again with this? Haven't you learned anything from the last time? You put in a reserve and then got so busy ya completely forgot all about it. And now you can't stop going back and forth on whether you're going to app or not and it's driving me up the freaking wall!

Do it, don't do, I don't give a damn anymore. Just make up your mind before you start to lose hair over it.

...And don't worry 'bout disappointing me. It's not like I'm chomping at the bit to be held captive on a space ship with that albino bastard. At least he's in good company.

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[culver]

[but badou that albino bastard would be so much happier with his heterosexual life partner on board :c]

[nicotinecrazed]

[yeah but it wouldn't really make him any happier. or so he says but he gives her a grin.]

Hiya sweetheart. How are things going?

[culver]

[we all know that badou and heine are like white chocolate and roses. or something. okay i'm done.

the smile she gives is a little hesitant, but still true. things are... alright. stressful, to be sure, but at least she and heine had one another. that had to count for something.]

[nicotinecrazed]

[definitely or something.

he's starting to get used to reading her expressions so he catches the hesitation.]

Guess it's not a walk in the park, eh?

[culver]

[badou you get a gold star. she finally shakes her head, sighing a little. no, it is definitely no walk in the park. not with people leaving and getting hurt and such all the time. and heine almost shooting her, that's awkward too.]

[nicotinecrazed]

[hey he's an observant guy. he has to be in his line of work. also it doesn't take a genius to figure out that a ship filled with that many is bound to lead to problems.

he wouldn't guess about the heine almost shooting her part though.]

Well, it can't be that bad. You got Heine looking after you don't 'cha? [he says it in an attempt to cheer her up.]

[culver]

[especially when you shove a gynophobic guy and a mildly androphobic girl into a mess of women and men they've never met before. and then she started molting. it's been a fun month, let her tell you.

okay that does make her perk up little. yes, as long as she had heine, she'd be okay. as long as he stopped running off and hiding that was.]

[nicotinecrazed]

[he knew that would work. the day the mention of heine doesn't perk Nill right up is the day he'll know something is terribly wrong.]

Have you made any new friends? [that's what kids are supposed to do right? and she's such a sweet kid. though he wouldn't be surprised if Heine is responsible for scaring any good prospects off.]

[culver]

[tru fax. her face lights up for a second, and then falls just slightly. yeah she'd made a really good friend, a boy about her age, and she'd liked him a lot. heine hadn't even had the chance to threaten him with bodily harm before he'd disappeared, though. but there are plenty of others!! she puts on a smile again and nods.]

[nicotinecrazed]

[alright, she's smiling so that's got to be a good thing right? he wracks his brain for something else to say. he likes nill, don't get him wrong, but sometimes it's difficult carrying on a mostly one sided conversation.]

Well that's good. Honestly I think it's good for you to meet people your own age. [Bishop and Heine really aren't the greatest mentor/friend figures.] How long have you been there anyways?

[culver]

[some day badou, you will master the art of talking at nill. she will just have to be patient until that day comes.

at the questions he holds up two fingers, not sure if he'll go for days, weeks, or months. the last one is what she's going for, but if he starts guessing, she'll just nod when he hits the right measurement.]

[nicotinecrazed]

[Okay two...two what? He immediately discards days. Weeks is a little more possible, but he doubts it.]

Alright kid, is that in months or years? One finger for months, two for years. [That should clear things up.]

[culver]

[excellent, he's given her a choice. dave (not his dave, the dave she met on the ship) had a hard time with deciphering what she meant when she held fingers up. but he'd gotten the hang of it eventually. mostly. one finger, ding ding. two months, just about.]

[nicotinecrazed]

[it's an excellent strategy because nill is never without her fingers. you just need to figure out how to round your answers down to the most likely few.]

Two months? That sure beats two years. Was Heine with ya from the start?

[culver]

[badou is fantastic at that, luckily. at least, he is at this very moment. she shakes her head, actually looking a little sad now. she holds up a finger again--he wasn't there the first month, he's only been there for one. either would be correct.]

[nicotinecrazed]

[he stares at her finger for a moment, puzzling it out.]

He came a month after you? [That's surprising. What with how protective he is of nill, badou figured he would have followed right after her immediately.]

[culver]

[she nods, another gold star for badou. she agreed with his confusion, to be honest. it had been a shock, to be alone, without heine again. he'd been such a constant presence in her life for the past, well, since he'd saved her, that being without him had made her feel so empty. vulnerable, definitely.]

[nicotinecrazed]

[badou could practically feel her mood go melancholy. he hadn't meant to make her feel bad. and heine would kill him if he made her cry.]

Cheer up Nill. He's with you now right? They couldn't keep you two apart for long.

[culver]

[crying is pretty far down on her list right now, but who knows. it might move up in a split second. but she's alright for the moment. she nods, the smallest of smiles making its way to her lips. yes, they were together. she was pretty sure that some cosmic or heavenly force was keeping them together, which she was totally fine with.]

[chaineddog]

At least I'm not a fucking red-haired, one eyed idiot.

[Read: he'd really like it if you came because oh god he'd have a heterosexual life partner friend on this godforsaken ship.]

[nicotinecrazed]

[friend is putting it strongly heine because he only puts up with you because you tend to save his ass a lot because you're kind of business partners. sort of.]

Shit man, you don't have any luck at all. [of course he's not one who should be throwing stones about luck with his track record.] I see space hasn't changed your attitude any.

[chaineddog]

Your luck is about as bad as mine so I wouldn't be yapping. [A look, because really, Badou? If all the shit that happened back home wasn't enough to change him, did you think space was going to?] Oh yeah, cause I'm ecstatic as shit to be trapped on a floating hunk of junk.

[nicotinecrazed]

What? You're not even a bit happy that you get to put off dealing with your psychotic "family" for awhile? [That's one of the few perks Badou sees about this whole situation.]