Perhaps it might seem that way to someone on the outside, but our experiences are only the same to a point. We both attempted something horrible and the consequences were the same. However, beyond that our stories are quite different and my brother never left me and gave up his life to bring me back. My brother found a way to do it by giving up his alchemy.
It's easy to pretend sometimes, but he worries he's never good enough and I worry the same. He talks sometimes about things I don't remember or things I remember differently. I smile and pretend I know them so he won't get upset...
[He hates seeing Edward upset, it's his biggest weakness.]
... and then what's worse is he always says he never wants to go home and all I could think about how I would feel if our places were reserved. I'd be lost without Edward.
[It's strange to be admitting this outloud and after all this time, but these are the things that he worries about and he hides from Edward, because if Edward ever knew he's not sure what would happen.]
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It's easy to pretend sometimes, but he worries he's never good enough and I worry the same. He talks sometimes about things I don't remember or things I remember differently. I smile and pretend I know them so he won't get upset...
[He hates seeing Edward upset, it's his biggest weakness.]
... and then what's worse is he always says he never wants to go home and all I could think about how I would feel if our places were reserved. I'd be lost without Edward.
[It's strange to be admitting this outloud and after all this time, but these are the things that he worries about and he hides from Edward, because if Edward ever knew he's not sure what would happen.]