Waffling over re-apping at GB

[halcyonism]

I needn't remind you of the reason you decided to make me leave in the first place. It's been eight months and the diary I'd kept is sorely outdated. Surely you do not believe sending me there is a good idea. I do not... I do not wish to go through those things again. I have a country to guide and damages to repair. Though it is a selfish request, I ask that you please reconsider your decision. If not for my sake, then...