motherfuckers: (✻ but i'm never sure)
big mac on campus. ([personal profile] motherfuckers) wrote in [community profile] dear_mun2012-01-23 08:36 pm

re: feels and reserving at [community profile] prolecto tonight.

I WaS JuSt uP AnD GeTtIn mY WoNdEr iF LiKe yOu'rE GoNnA QuIt aLl tHiS NeRvOuS ShAkInG AnD ShIt yOu'rE DoIn, GiRl.
LiKe fUuUuCk iF We aLl hAd tHe mOtHeRfUcKiN ScArEdY CaT TeRrOrS YoU Up aNd gOt wEd bE LiKe lIvInG LiFe wItH QuAkIn kNeEs aNd mOtHeRfUcKiN HaIr uP On eNd aLl tHe dAmN TiMe.
ChIiIlLlLl iT OuT. sHaKe iT LoOsE.

UuUhHh i dOnT RiGhTlY ThInK TaLkIn aBoUt mY PeRsOnAl bIzNaStY StUfF Up hErE Is aLl tHaT GoOd oF An iDeA.
BuT I GoT ThIs wIcKeD SmIlE I CaN'T ShIfT So i gUeSs wE'Re sQuArE On wHaT YoU GoT PlAnNeD.
I'M DoWn wItH It, ChIcA. iT'S AlL GoOd.

AhAhAh fUcK.
ExCiTiN StUfF ThIs rIgHt hErE.

UuUhH WhAt aBoUt sHaKiN OfF ThIs wHiMsIcAl tYpIn i gOt?
uhhh i guess maybe that could be a thing if some motherfucker up and wants it :o(.
alphaing: (okay seriously)

[personal profile] alphaing 2012-01-24 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
fuck you for making it sound like that
alphaing: (bitches everyfuckinwhere)

[personal profile] alphaing 2012-01-24 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
like i have nothing to get pissed about
that actually irritates me even more
apparently im being the jerk here
alphaing: (the fires hurting me again)

[personal profile] alphaing 2012-01-24 02:38 am (UTC)(link)







go find something else to smile about
alphaing: (that just aint a thing)

[personal profile] alphaing 2012-01-24 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
i take back what i said abotu not discussing shit in public you fukc
wyh would i crae
shit



w/e
yeah doors lockd
alphaing: (backing off from this)

[personal profile] alphaing 2012-01-24 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
i dont want you around here
especially not tonight
can you get your head around that or do you need a few hours to sober up and get the point
hey world gamzee makara pretends to give a shit about you in private and then flirts like a bitch in heat the second he breaks the leash
jesus im so angry
i dont give a fuck who knows this shit
i literally find it hard to dredge up enough effort to care much about what anyone else thinks normally but now its like a matter of goddamn principle

you wont talk to me because youre suddenly the epitome of a wallflower is that it
bullshit

do what you want




you could have just said something like hey lets keep this shit casual
its not an olympic task and saves me wondering wtf is happening when i come back to apologise
to you
because i for some wildly unknown reason think it matters what terms we leave each other on

dont i ever get to just be pissed off like a retard because it hurts
is this embarrassing for you
tough shit asshole
guess ill leave but oh wait you wont even let me do that

so how do i win here
alphaing: (feels like somethings missing)

[personal profile] alphaing 2012-01-24 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
jesus how many times
i dont care what people think theyre not important

you got to do all of this
you grew up on earth where there was no game and no impending oblivion
this is my first time at whatevers going on between us
i can feel like shit when you start coming onto my friends
im no expert on this thing but that seems like a thing i should be allowed to do
and as it turns out that is how i felt so the whole
try and be hush hush about having feelings dave
is coming off pretty insensitive
jsyk
alphaing: (dear dave youre awesome oh thanks)

[personal profile] alphaing 2012-01-24 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
dont feel bad
i dont know you well enough yet to know you werent
its my fault
alphaing: (turntechGodhead[ᴛɢ])

[personal profile] alphaing 2012-01-24 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
yeah
i didnt like the thought of it is all
and it seemed at the time



forget it
i honestly dont give a shit if you flirt with fifty people
ok i do but not to some crazy degree
i sound like a headcase
alphaing: (feels like somethings missing)

[personal profile] alphaing 2012-01-24 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
yeah




see you later??
alphaing: (what in the ever loving fuck)

[personal profile] alphaing 2012-01-24 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
er
can you come over and let me out
i might have

accidentally thrown the keys off the balcony after i locked myself in
like a boss
alphaing: (nice)

[personal profile] alphaing 2012-01-24 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
yeaaah
thanks