Life stuff

[consider8]

I know you're frustrated about not finding me a home, but that's not really what's on your mind, is it?

Don't worry. Medical procedures of this kind are not usually dangerous. Though I understand that the stakes are high for him, ultimately what happens is next is decided collectively by the both of you. There's nothing more you can do except hope and pray.

Yes, I know that doesn't help. So perhaps I will simply state that all of your muses hope for a good turn to.

Things will work out.

You'll see.

Comments

[dicey]

Gee, I wonder! It's not like we had a 8ig convers8ion a8out this once or anything!

[consider8]

Yes, 8ut I didn't think you wanted to die.
Or that was what I was saying at all, really.

[dicey]

I don't want to die. You want me to, 8ecause it's my "destiny" and "I still have things to do" and shit like that.

You sounded like a Seer, until you got pissed off and clammed up! Are you one?

[consider8]

You're story isn't done, it's true.
8ut I never said anything a8out wanting you to die.
And no, I am not a Seer.
I am a Sylph.

[dicey]

8ullshit! Going 8ack, which you want me to do, means I die. Even I know that.

[consider8]

That may 8e true.
8ut I never said I wanted that to happen.

[dicey]

Then why 8other trying to convince me to go 8ack? Are you suddenly agreeing with me now? ::::O Look at that, we've made progress!!!!!!!! Oh, man. What a 8ig deal. May8e I'll even change my mind and say I would 8e ok with you showing up.

[consider8]

What is will happen, and what's not will not.
I never said anything a8out wanting it to only that it does.
You can call it destiny or not.
You can even call me a villain for it.
8ut I was not the one to decide the outcome that has transpires.
What is will 8e.
I'm not worried, a8out you going 8ack either.
It's already happened where I'm from.
So instead of worrying a8out it, we should instead focus on what is going now.
Since that is what we can effect.

[dicey]

You said I had to go 8ack 8ecause I had stuff to do, and said I didn't want to go 8ack 8ecause I was scared that I couldn't change things, and said it would all 8e ok 8ecause I'd meet John. And then you clammed up!

What is going on for you, anyway? 8esides 8eing dead, in case you want to try more o8vious avoidance tactics instead of actually answering the question.

[consider8]

I'm just an o8bserver.
And a meddler.
8ut in your case, people seem to have meddled enough.
I'm "clamming up" 8ecause it won't do you any good anymore.
8esides, you strike me as the type of person that will just seek out more information once you know it is availa8le.
As an example, you have it in mind to talk to Miss Pyrope once you're done with me, right?
Since I have no intentions of offering you what you seek.

[dicey]

I wasn't until just now! 8ut thanks for letting me know that she was the one you talked to. ::::)

You clammed up 8efore, and just started grinning condescendingly and smugly. So annoying.

[consider8]

You would have figured it out eventually.
Attri8uting it to me was just your way of showing your superiority.
8ut what do I know?
I'm just a dead girl who has 8een watching.
Always watching.
It's not like I have much to contri8ute anymore.
8ut you wouldn't know a8out that.

[dicey]

You know, if you weren't so insuffera8le, I might actually 8e wishing you luck in finding a place to go! May8e you'd even find a reason to stay, like I did. I don't actually WANT to 8e pissed off 8y you. Serkets should stick together!

[consider8]

You really think of me as a Serket?

[dicey]

Well, yeah. It's your name, isn't it?

[consider8]

Well...
Yes.
Yes it is.

[dicey]

Don't read too much into it.

[consider8]

I won't.

[she is]

[dicey]

I think you are! We share the same last name, 8iiiiiiig deal.

[consider8]

Eh-heh.
I suppose I might be making a little 8it of a fuss out of this.
You may choose to forgive me on this point or not.

[dicey]

Why would you care what I think a8out you, anyway?

[consider8]

A desire to 8e liked never truly goes away, even for the dead.
I think it's the one small thing that we keep even after 8illions of sweeps.

[dicey]

Don't tell me you don't have other people to like or dislike you! It's not like I'm all there is, riiiiiiiight?

[consider8]

Of course not.
It's simply 8een a while since I've met some8ody capa8le of changing their mind.

[dicey]

Changing their mind a8out what? Anything?