Sofia Mantega (
winddancer) wrote in
dear_mun2012-01-22 08:52 am
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You can't give up now. There are people who are counting on us.
(And someone has to keep an eye on Josh, you know that.)
(And someone has to keep an eye on Josh, you know that.)

baby /;n;/
['Left me'... man, why must she smile that way. The wounds are still fresh.]
-without even saying goodbye. Or did you forget already?
Re: baby /;n;/
I know I said I was going to spend the summer with Laurie and her mom, but that's not really leaving.
[She's so confused right now it's not even funny.]
Julian - What are you trying to say? I wouldn't leave my team like that! I wouldn't leave y-the school like that either.
[She almost says leave you, almost but not quite. It was on the tip of her tongue even, but she can't actually bring herself to say it right now. Not when he's looking at her like that.]
...
I don't understand.
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[He thought he was over it. He really did. But it's just seeing her- just hearing her voice again gets all his defenses up.He knows if he lets them down she'll just barge inside his mind and heart. Like the wind.]
I don't care if you still haven't done it. The point is that you will. Am I supposed to trust you?
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[Does he know what's coming yet? Maybe he can just kinda sense the but before she says it?]
But if you think I'm just going to stand here and let you punish me for something I haven't done you're mistaken.
[As much as it hurts her to say this, because it's so obvious that he's hurting right now.]
All I ask is that you give me a chance. I'm not my future self, I'm just me, Sofia and that's all.
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And why did she never come back?]
I'm just me, Julian. When was Julian able to say no to you, beautiful?
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[Because the writers suck that's why she never came back. It's not her fault honest.]
Since never. It's his weakness for pretty girls with sexy accents I think he said. [She manages a small smile, but her chest is still tight and that slightly pained impression hasn't quite left her eyes.]
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This doesn't mean I will just forget about it, Sofia.
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I know that. [She takes a step closer, eyes searching his face intently.] All I'm asking is that you give me a chance.
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Make that chance worth it, beautiful.
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Now that's a promise I can make.
[It's not like her to let him down after all. Except for that one time with the Kevin rescuing thing and the whole leaving thing and stuff like that.]
I'll make this worth it.
[That might as well have been "I'll make us worth it" even if it's not what she said.]