dear_mun | voice testing-ish for possible curse journal

I thought you weren't on board with this idea? I seem to remember a few months ago you had quite a lot to say about why you thought I wouldn't-- or this "version" of me-- wouldn't make sense to be put in this position, wouldn't willingly make this choice, wouldn't want her own suit. Except now here we are and you're giving me one "just in case" you decide to curse me with it. And you expect me to like it, to get hooked on the rush of it. Are you forgetting what I told Tony when he first started? Are you forgetting the look on my face every time I watch him put the Iron Man suit on and almost die? I know you're not forgetting that, because half your icons of me on my regular journal have that look. You stare at my face long enough in Photoshop for it to be pretty well cemented in your memory.

But anyway, I'll stop rambling. I'm surprised by your decision, is all. As to how I'll feel once you actually put me in the thing...? Well, we'll see.