on Cas & his suicide mission

[frenchfortwelve]

I can't tell if you're doing this to annoy me or not, but the choked sobbing from self-inflicted "angelfeels" - as you call them - is getting more than a little aggravating.

You and I both know I won't let anything happen to Cas. He's going to be fine.

[Even if Balthazar has to drag him back out of harm's way kicking and screaming.]

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[trenchcoat]

That's [and there's a pause, because how to sum up all these feels in one word without betraying his cool exterior HMM] comforting.

Thank you, Balthazar.

[frenchfortwelve]

If you want to thank me, you'll stop getting yourself into trouble.

[trenchcoat]

I was not aware that I had done anything of late, but my mun informs me that the Castiel you're referring to is most likely another more. . .troubled version. [cas saw his possible future self and did not like it at all, nope.]

[frenchfortwelve]

[Well, that's one way of putting it.]

If by troubled you mean a pain in my ass, then yes.

[Of course, he's only this harsh out of concern. And hey, he's frustrated. Nothing he says send to get through to Castiel.]

[trenchcoat]

My apologies. [Sort of. Cas is apologising on behalf of- well, himself. He thinks.

[frenchfortwelve]

Not your fault. [a pause] Entirely anyways.

[trenchcoat]

[SEE HOW HE SKIPS OVER THAT ONE and acts concerned.] What happened?

[frenchfortwelve]

It's just the usual Dean-this, Dean-that thing. [...that he will never understand.]

[trenchcoat]

[unamused Cas is unamused. Dean is no joke okay.]

What happened?

[likespie]

'Angelfeels', huh? What excatly is wrong with him anyway? [Not that Dean is particularly eager to discuss this with Balthazar but he's curious.]

[frenchfortwelve]

You, namely.

[likespie]

Oh really? [He doesn't look too pleased to hear that.] And how's that, since I'm not even there?

[frenchfortwelve]

Look at you doing simple math. [Sorry, was that too much sarcasm?] The only Dean he has is one ready for a suicide mission. Nothing I say has any effect on Castiel's decision to follow him to the grave.

[likespie]

[Excuse his confusion.] So there is a ...a version of me there at this 'city' where you are? [He remembers his future self all too well and he didn't like it one bit.] And he encourages Cas to join him on that suicide mission? [It doesn't surprise him as he's seen it happening before.]

[frenchfortwelve]

[Well, not exactly, but Balthazar doesn't feel like explaining. So, that's close enough.] More or less.

mun is equally confused: there is no Dean current at distantskies, is there? I thought about apping

[likespie]

Then you better make damn sure that he won't go through with it.

there isn't! but there's still an npc 2014!Dean in Castiel's world =)

[frenchfortwelve]

[Balthazar rolls his eyes.]

What do you think I've been trying to do for the past few weeks now?

[perfectantidote]

balthazar... there really is, uh, no need for this.

[frenchfortwelve]

Spare me your reasons, brother.

[perfectantidote]

as you wish.

[how cold, balthazar.]

[frenchfortwelve]

Now, while you're listening to me - stay in the Observatory.

[perfectantidote]

[except he's already left. oops.]

Balthazar...

[frenchfortwelve]

I'm serious, Castiel. I will tie you down somewhere if that's what it takes.

[perfectantidote]

uhm. balthazar... you can't. not anymore.

[frenchfortwelve]

[... :| Brothers. Why does he even bother?]

Castiel, do you mean to tell me that you simply left without seeing me?