on Cas & his suicide mission

[frenchfortwelve]

I can't tell if you're doing this to annoy me or not, but the choked sobbing from self-inflicted "angelfeels" - as you call them - is getting more than a little aggravating.

You and I both know I won't let anything happen to Cas. He's going to be fine.

[Even if Balthazar has to drag him back out of harm's way kicking and screaming.]

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[trenchcoat]

That's [and there's a pause, because how to sum up all these feels in one word without betraying his cool exterior HMM] comforting.

Thank you, Balthazar.

[frenchfortwelve]

If you want to thank me, you'll stop getting yourself into trouble.

[trenchcoat]

I was not aware that I had done anything of late, but my mun informs me that the Castiel you're referring to is most likely another more. . .troubled version. [cas saw his possible future self and did not like it at all, nope.]

[frenchfortwelve]

[Well, that's one way of putting it.]

If by troubled you mean a pain in my ass, then yes.

[Of course, he's only this harsh out of concern. And hey, he's frustrated. Nothing he says send to get through to Castiel.]

[likespie]

'Angelfeels', huh? What excatly is wrong with him anyway? [Not that Dean is particularly eager to discuss this with Balthazar but he's curious.]

[frenchfortwelve]

You, namely.

[likespie]

Oh really? [He doesn't look too pleased to hear that.] And how's that, since I'm not even there?

[frenchfortwelve]

Look at you doing simple math. [Sorry, was that too much sarcasm?] The only Dean he has is one ready for a suicide mission. Nothing I say has any effect on Castiel's decision to follow him to the grave.

[likespie]

[Excuse his confusion.] So there is a ...a version of me there at this 'city' where you are? [He remembers his future self all too well and he didn't like it one bit.] And he encourages Cas to join him on that suicide mission? [It doesn't surprise him as he's seen it happening before.]

[frenchfortwelve]

[Well, not exactly, but Balthazar doesn't feel like explaining. So, that's close enough.] More or less.

mun is equally confused: there is no Dean current at distantskies, is there? I thought about apping

[likespie]

Then you better make damn sure that he won't go through with it.

there isn't! but there's still an npc 2014!Dean in Castiel's world =)

[frenchfortwelve]

[Balthazar rolls his eyes.]

What do you think I've been trying to do for the past few weeks now?

ahh now I get it XD reading the game premise also helps*coughs*

[likespie]

Whatever it was, it looks like you haven't been very sucessful. [He'd never say it out loud, but he's glad that Balthazar is at least trying to look out for Cas.] Better step up your game.

moments like that are a side-effect of playing Dean /pets

[frenchfortwelve]

Well, Anna did try beating him bloody and that's about the only thing I haven't tried. [Okay, Anna actually beat the hell out of Castiel for different reasons and could have accidentally killed him if Balthazar hadn't stepped in. But Balthazar's pretty sure Castiel would crawl through his window if that's what it took.]

Yeah, I'm afraid so XD

[likespie]

[Last time Dean checked Anna was dead but he decides not to mention that.] Wow you guys really are one disfunctional family. [Look who's talking...] I take it that didn't do much good either?

I know how that goes. Dean's my oldest out of the SPN cast though he's always been one-on-one.

[frenchfortwelve]

Surprisingly, no. He claims there's no purpose to hanging about.

I see! He's my first and so far only SPN muse

[likespie]

[Dean frowns, barely surpressing a sigh. He had only spent a few hours with this future version of Cas when Zacharia had sent him there, but it had been enough.] Better than following that batshit version of me straight back into hell.

they grow fast. I went from just Dean to Ruby + Bela + Balthazar in the blink of an eye!

[frenchfortwelve]

Well, I was hoping Ruby's presence would be enough to make him think there might be something better to do with his time, but they spend their time insulting one another. [Though he'd be lying if he said that it didn't amuse him even just a little.]

that's quite a collection XD

[likespie]

Ruby's there too? [His expression darkens.] That place starts sounding more and more like one of those high school reunions where you meet everybody you never wanted to see again. [Not that Dean knows anything about high school reunions but the point still stands.]

yep. XD all save Dean are at DS, too!

[frenchfortwelve]

Well, with Ruby as the exception, I can't exactly complain about the current residents.

awesome :D I'm still a little confused by the whole 'going to different worlds' premise though x_x

[likespie]

[Dean makes a noncommittal noise and shrugs. He wouldn't be too keen on seeing Anna again, after their awkward hook-up and her going all vengeful angel on their asses afterwards.]

Yeah I'm not sure I can trust your judgement on that.

heh, it confused me at first, too! it's a lot less complicated than it sounds =)

[frenchfortwelve]

You wound me.

okay, good to know :D

[likespie]

Terribly sorry. [Not.]

[trenchcoat]

My apologies. [Sort of. Cas is apologising on behalf of- well, himself. He thinks.

[frenchfortwelve]

Glad to see you haven't lost any of your wit.