Dat update

[misspouncellor]

:33 < munny
:33 < i think you should calm down befur you have a blood pusher attack
:33 < im purrty sure my part in the story is done
:33 < after all there are new rogue and heart players now
:33 < but im glad you are so happy to s33 me and equius again
:33 < and dont be sad fur me if that is the case
:33 < im in good company

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[caligulas_aquarium]

[He...hadn't actually thought about that.]

...
fuck
i really dont havve anythin to go back to do i

[misspouncellor]

:33 < i cant really be the judge of that
:33 < but i just think that as long as you are here
:33 < maybe its better to try and make the best of it?
:33 < purrhaps make amends with the others

[caligulas_aquarium]

howw can i
i fucked up royally nep howw the fuck am i meant to make amends for all a that
in the end i wwas nothin important i had no impact
i just
i just fucked up evverythin i did
i think the best thing i can do is avvoid evveryone else so they dont havve to put up wwith my shit anymore

[misspouncellor]

:33 < you did do some things you should have
:33 < but its never to late to apologize
:33 < really
:33 < if feferi accepts it or not its up to her
:33 < and if she doesnt thats her right and choice
:33 < but youll never know unless you try
:33 < and if she does there is still the rest of us
:33 < i dont like thinking of you alone out there

[caligulas_aquarium]

an say wwhat
oh gee hey princess sorry about tryin to kill your matesprit an you on top a that that wwas unfortunate wwasnt it hope wwe can still be friends
for fucks sake nep she didnt wwant anythin to do wwith me anymore before wwe died wwhat reason wwould she havve to noww
its senseless theres no wway in paradox space shed evver forgivve me
i dont blame her either
i dont blame any a you for hatin me in a platonic kinda wway if you did
i just
really regret howw evverythin wwent
i wwasnt like eq
i didnt havve anyone like you at that point
wwhen i got mad i didnt havve anyone to placate me i had to deal wwith it by myself
it just got wworse an wworse until i couldnt handle it anymore
all cause a the one thing i shovved in evveryones faces in some attempt to make myself feel important

[misspouncellor]

:33 < you know
:33 < i just said something similar to someone else
:33 < about you n33ding a moirail
:33 < considering how high up you are on the hemospectrum
:33 < i dont know what all i can say to you
:33 < but id like to clarify some things first
:33 < i dont hate you
:33 < not romantically
:33 < nor platonically
:33 < id be lying if i said i was never angry or bothered by you
:33 < but i definitely dont hate you
:33 < and i still consider you a furriend
:33 < got that?

[caligulas_aquarium]

...
yeah i got it

[misspouncellor]

:33 < good
:33 < as for feferi
:33 < well your right
:33 < i dont know exactly how you would go about it
:33 < i would give her time to cool down
:33 < maybe write a letter so you can get everything
:33 < down at once and really think about
:33 < everything it is that you want to say
:33 < because i think an attempt at apologizing
:33 < even if its not accepted
:33 < is better than nothing
:33 < maybe it wont accomplish much
:33 < but would you rather be haunted
:33 < by the possibility that things
:33 < could have b33n fixed?

[caligulas_aquarium]

i guess it wwould be better if she kneww i regretted it instead a assumin i meant it right
yeah
yeah that makes sense
if i see her around ill
i wwont avvoid her anywway ill just do it i promise
thanks nep

[misspouncellor]

:33 < exactly!
:33 < and you are very welcome :33

[She holds out a hand to shake]

:33 < maybe we can have a furesh start too?

[caligulas_aquarium]

[Hesitant...but...

He'll eventually shake in return, nodding.]

yeah i think thatd be good
id like that
an
sorry
for wwhat happened back wwhen wwe first started the game
you knoww
comin on so strong not exactly my best idea i admit