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xaccessgranted ([personal profile] xaccessgranted) wrote in [community profile] dear_mun2012-06-10 12:16 am

In which a minor character is not impressed at being brought back.....

Dear...'Mun', as others on here so delicately put it..


Do you know what it is like to be trapped in a cage??

For the past several weeks your time - that has been exactly what it has been like. Though you have been nothing but kind, I have not missed how hurt you have been - when my so called 'brother' has apparently abandoned you because of my presence. I have not missed your hurt, at your inability to be able to channel me because of these things called timing and storyline in this silly 'game' that you play in. I cannot even process for what purpose this serves.

At first when you brought me from the void - I was eager to see what world I would see...but now I realize how foolish I was. It is not even my system, but instead is a place where absolutely nothing makes logical sense! I have barely existed for not even a millicycle and I nearly choked on half the Sea all ready half derezzed from energy deprivation, and fleeing like someone hunted and in misery. How dare you build all these things to supposedly do with me and then shatter them like illusion? Do you think this is a joke? Why did you even bother bringing me back? Why did you even dare??

I know she's out there. Somewhere. No. Not in this game. Out there. In someone else's head in someone else's glitching cage. She's trapped just like I am with no outlet. I see her through your eyes - glimpses of her through what you read. I see her pain. I cannot reach her like I want to. I cannot touch her like I want to. If I could claw my way out to get to her I would. Every bit of code in me burns to be at her side to protect her. To be at her side and fight. To work together and be as one. Especially in light of a possible threat I have just recently heard of.

She's the only thing keeping me from throwing my hands up and going back to the void. If it wasn't for her - I just don't want to be here. I feel as if I have disturbed enough all ready. I hate feeling trapped and unable to do anything.


Vector
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[personal profile] givemereason 2012-06-10 02:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Calm yourself, Vector. There is no need for you to waste your energy ranting at a User. They will do as they will regardless of what we want. That is the way it has always been. You must have patience and wait them out...no matter how irritating it is to do so.

[Her words are not entirely unkind but are said in that tone she uses when she feels someone is being irrational and foolish. She hesitates, then reaches out to rest her hand on his shoulder, the touch meant to soften and soothe any hurt the words may have caused. In doing so she is also granting him permission to touch her in return, having initiated first contact.]

Things are different in our new home, but that is just the way it is. For now. We will work together to change the status quo. The Users and their loyalists cannot keep us down for long. We are Clu's Blackguard. Right?
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[personal profile] givemereason 2012-06-11 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
[Vector’s incoherence puts Echo in an awkward position. She is sorely out of practice in the art of comforting others. Give her someone to torment, someone to interrogate, and she can do it without batting an eye. Ask her to be a reassuring presence and she runs headfirst into a mental wall. Her initial impulse is to growl and order him to pull himself together but she knows that her typical knee-jerk reaction will not help here.]

My own rezzing into the system was not much easier. I was fortunate enough to be found by the recompiler Wulf and several other programs who...assisted me in getting back on my feet. They were User loyalists, regrettably, but they were kind enough not to derez me on sight. I cannot stand to live in their city, however, and relocated soon afterwards.

[Slowly, gradually, she begins to relax, as old routines that have not been activated since the last time they were together begin to resurface. Raising her hand from his shoulder she runs her fingers through his hair, recalling that the action in the past had proven to have a calming affect on him.]
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[personal profile] givemereason 2012-06-13 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
[Echo is silent for a time following his admissions but the subtle hint of emotion present in her gaze says that he has not unsettled her further. She is processing his words, turning them over in her mind, studying each one carefully for things left unsaid. Communication between them had always been more about what was not said, a safeguard meant to keep the depth of their relationship a secret from those who might use it against them. Finally, she tangles her fingers in his hair and pulls his head down a bit further while she leans in to rest her forehead against his, some of her earlier tension draining away.]

No-one has ever said that they missed me. I'm too harsh for most programs to miss, I guess. But...your absence was deeply felt, as well. They replaced you with Maxzim and it...well, we'll just say that the team spiraled into disarray after that. It could get miserable at times not having my regular sparring partner around to vent frustrations with.
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[personal profile] givemereason 2012-06-17 06:24 am (UTC)(link)
[Echo’s lips curve into the faintest hint of a smile, though her eyes reflect uncertainty. It has been so terribly long since she last saw Vector, since she last had the chance to touch him, to hold him, to simply be with him. So much has changed during that time. She has changed, and not for the better. Now she cannot help but wonder if he will still accept her once he realizes that she is not the same program he grew so attached to in the past. What if he decides to cast her aside when he sees the new her, with all of these horrid flaws and weaknesses? What if…

Drawing in a slightly shaky breath she closes the carefully maintained distance between them and tucks her head beneath his chin, sliding her arms down to wrap around his neck. There is a kind of desperation in her embrace, a need for him stay, an unspoken plea, even though her voice is deceptively calm when she speaks.]


You are either very brave or very foolish to want to be my friend, Vec. But then, you always were very stubborn once you set your processor on something...
Edited 2012-06-17 06:27 (UTC)
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[personal profile] namesram 2012-06-10 02:24 pm (UTC)(link)
So... you liked it better when programs got derezzed just for breaking curfew?

[color this actuary unimpressed.]
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[personal profile] namesram 2012-06-11 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
Wasn't just Tesler. It was happening all over the Grid. Nice to know some of you didn't believe in it though.

[not that that helped the conscripts. except those ones right before.... you know.

his frown gets a bit less sarcastic and more genuinely sad. if this guy's not just a stone-cold killer, that just makes it worse.]


It's a nice theory, but the percentages were way off. When regular system security's the biggest threat in a program's daily life, there's something seriously wrong.
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[personal profile] alley_kit 2012-06-11 07:00 am (UTC)(link)
[Have an unexpected guest in the form of a small, adorable, furry User. She's just sort of... keeping a bit of distance for the moment. Checking Vector out as he'll probably be doing to her. Not really suspicious or afraid, just a mix of cautious and curious.

She does seem sympathetic, though. She doesn't like seeing anyone so upset, even if she doesn't know them well.]

It always hurts when you can't help people you care about. Especially if you know they need it. [Her words are soft, gentle, and a bit sad. It's pretty clear she's speaking from personal experience.]
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[personal profile] alley_kit 2012-06-11 07:57 am (UTC)(link)
[She doesn't quite jump back, but she's clearly a bit startled. It was more the way the command was given than the command itself that threw her. She relaxes after a moment though, and answers.] Um... I'm Wily-Kit. Everybody just calls me Kit, though.

[She shifts her weight from one foot to the other, a bit awkwardly.] I'm sorry if I startled you. It's just... well you seemed like you could really use someone to talk to. I don't like seeing anyone that upset, so I thought... maybe I could help? [Slight shrug, uncertain and still a bit sad.]

If you want me to go, though, I will. I just wanted to say... I know how it feels, wanting to help and not being able to. That's all.
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[personal profile] alley_kit 2012-06-12 09:14 am (UTC)(link)
[Kit's body language, by this point has settled into a combination of slightly wary curiosity, and 'wow, you're tall'. Even standing at a distance, she has to look way up to see this man's face. A face that kinda looks familiar, now that she thinks about it...]

I'm Thundaran. A kitten. And I guess you'd call me a 'User' too, but I'm not the kind who writes programs. I have met a few programs, though.

And my function... [thinks for a moment] I guess right now it's helping Lion-O and the others find the magic stones before Mumm-Ra does, 'cause it'd be really bad if he got his hands on them. And my brother Wily-Kat and I are trying to find Eldara; we were doing that before we ever met Lion-O.

[It's something of a relief when he comes closer and crouches down; no more having to crane her neck to look at him. And geting a better look at his face comfirms the similarity. She'd heard from her mun that Lizor had a brother he didn't get along with; this had to be him.]

Well, won't know that til I try, will I? [And just a somewhat confused blink and slight headtilt a he question. Hadn't she already explained this?] And... why wouldn't I help you? Like I said, you were really upset, and I don't like seeing people that way.

And I don't know abou anybody else, but you're not my enemy. How could you be when I haven't even met you til now? [shrug]

[At the last question though, she becomes more solemn, remembering.] My brother and I always wanted to help Papa on the farm. But it was hard work; we weren't strong enough. And then, after... [She pauses here, looking down and away slightly, sad.] After Papa died, Mama had to do all the work that Papa used to do, and take care of all of us. There wasn't enough food to go around, and it was really hard for her. We wanted to help, but we were still too little.

...That's why Kat and I are trying to find Eldara. Mama said that was the only thing we could do to help the family, and without us around, there'd be two less mouths to feed. Only... that didn't work out quite like we planned either.

[determined] But we're not gonna stop trying. [She pulls out a folded sheet of paper, clearly a page torn from an old book, and unfolds it so the program can see the drawing on it of a palace-like city that bears a vague resemblance to Arjia in places.] We'll find Eldara and bring back enough riches for everybody, then Mama won't have to worry any more.
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[personal profile] alley_kit 2012-06-15 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
[And that gets you a bit of a headtilt there, program.] What's 'bold' about being nice to somebody? [She blinks as a thought occours to her.] Is it 'cause people are scared of you where you're from? Because you're not really that scary.

[The bit about not being accustomed to kindness, though, that's kinda sad. Also kinda familiar; kindness had been rather hard to come by once they'd left home. Ironically, the dogs in the slums had been nicer to them than most of the cats, most of whom had ignored them or viewed them as pests.

It was part of why she tried to be kind to others; she knew being without it was no fun.]

Well, we'll just have to change that, won't we? Especially the being strangers part. You know my name already; what's yours?

It's not a system, it's a city. Papa told us all about it. [Her tone becomes a bit more dramatic for effect as she tells the story.] Somewhere, hidden in the farthest corners of Third Earth, is Eldara: The City of Treasure. The Jewel of the World. A place where it's warm in the winter and cool in the summer, and where there's always enough food for everyone- even desert! And where every family lives happily ever after.

[She notices he's almost more interested in the paper than the story and smiles, holding it out to him a bit.] You can look at it if you want. Just as long as you give it back when you're done.
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[personal profile] alley_kit 2012-06-19 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
[Kit nods slowly at Vector's explanation, looking surprisingly thoughtful.] Not so different, maybe. [She pauses a moment, considering how exactly to explain.] Alot of Thundarans used to think they were protecting Third Earth. Keeping it in order. But that really just meant that they were strong enough to make everybody do what they wanted, and nobody else had any say in things. Not many people liked that, for obvious reasons.

Lion-O is trying to do better, though; get the Animals of Third Earth working together, instead of against each other, and not just bossing people around and expecting them to obey him because he's king.

[pause] I don't know if it's like that where you're from or not. Like you said, yours is a different world from mine. But it sorta sounds like that's how things were, from what I know about your world. Doesn't make you bad, or what you're trying to do bad, but... if alot of people don't like it, maybe you're going about it the wrong way? [shrugs]

Anyway... it's nice to meet you, Vector. [Smiles, getting back to less heavy, complicated topics.]

And my brother and I usually carry it either folded or rolled up. It used to be part of a book, which is a bunch of pages like this all sewn together at one edge, with a hard cover on the outside to protect them. See here?

[She moves forward slightly, indicating the one edge, which at first glance just looks a bit tattered, but upon closer inspection, the slightly rougher edge has something of a regular pattern.] That's where it was attached to the rest of the book. But well... the book got torn up. We were only able to find a few of the pages.
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[personal profile] alley_kit 2012-06-30 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
[Kit tilted her head slightly to one side thoughtfuly as Vector described how information was stored in his world.] Hmm... Sounds kinda like the Book of Omens. It's the same size and shape as a regular book, but it's really something else. Magic and technology both, Lion-O said. It's supposed to have all of Third Earth's history recorded in it, and it's what's been leading us to the power stones. I think only Lion-O knows how to work it, though. One time, he even got zapped inside it somehow, which was really weird.

[Becomes a bit more somber herself at his question.] It was destroyed before we found the page. There was a big windstorm, and we all had to run for shelter. Kat had brought the book with him, but it got left behind in the confusion, and the storm wrecked it. Afterwards, we only ever found a few torn pages like this. Well, we found a few pieces of pages too. Who knows where the rest of it ended up, though. [slight shrug]

[Wanting to get off that subject, if she can, she observes the way Vector delicately touches the paper, seemingly fascinated by how it feels.] You seem to really like how that paper feels. [Said fairly casually, but it's clear that she finds it a little unusual, watching someone so fascinated by the texture of a piece of paper, rather than what was actually on the paper.]
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[personal profile] alley_kit 2012-07-04 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
Well, I could draw you a picture of a book, if you wanna see what one looks like.

[She's about to reach for the charcoal stick she has in her pouch to do just that when Vec pulls his disc out to show her. She forgets about drawing for the moment because ooooh, shiny~. Almost unconsciously she kinda half reaches up to touch it, even though it's out of her reach, but Vec puts it back before her hand gets much further than her chin.

She lowers her hand, but her interest is still obvious; she didn't Lizor had ever told her everything identity discs did. A smile breaks across her face. These things are even cooler than she'd thought.]

Cooool~. [The smile vanishes briefly, though, as a thought occurs to her. ] Wait... isn't using something that has all that important information on it as a weapon kinda a bad idea? I mean, what if it gets lost? Or broken?

That's why the Book of Omens is a separate thing from the Sword of Omens and the Claw Gauntlet. One is for holding information, and the other two are for fighting with. [Pause] Well, I guess you could hit somebody with the Book and it would probably hurt, but that's not what it's for.

[She just looks a bit confused at the next bit though. What do all these words mean?] Um... I'm pretty sure we don't know how to do that. At least, I don't. Lion-O or Panthro might, though. [shrugs]

[Kit nods at the explanation of his interest, though. She smiles again as he talks about the paper. This stuff, she can explain.]

Paper is made from trees, which are a kind of plant. I don't know the whole processes, but they take the wood from a tree and grind it up into really fine bits and mix it with water. Then it's pressed really, really flat [mimes this flattening by pressing her hands together] until all the water is squeezed out and wood pulp dries and sticks together to make sheets like this. [indicates the sheet of paper Vector is holding]

And the picture was drawn with ink. That's something that's made from water, something to give it the color you want- usually some kind of plant or stone ground up really fine-, and I think one or two other ingredients. It's all boiled together for a certain ammount of time, til it gets mixed right. Then, once it cools, you can write with it by dipping a pen into it and tracing it over the paper. It soaks partway in, and once it dries, you have the words or pictures.

[She seems pretty pleased with her explanation after all that.] Understand? [Because if you've got questions, Vec, she'll totally try and answer them for you.]
Edited 2012-07-04 05:45 (UTC)