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dear_mun2012-06-10 12:16 am
xaccessgranted) wrote in dear_mun2012-06-10 12:16 am
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In which a minor character is not impressed at being brought back.....
Dear...'Mun', as others on here so delicately put it..
Do you know what it is like to be trapped in a cage??
For the past several weeks your time - that has been exactly what it has been like. Though you have been nothing but kind, I have not missed how hurt you have been - when my so called 'brother' has apparently abandoned you because of my presence. I have not missed your hurt, at your inability to be able to channel me because of these things called timing and storyline in this silly 'game' that you play in. I cannot even process for what purpose this serves.
At first when you brought me from the void - I was eager to see what world I would see...but now I realize how foolish I was. It is not even my system, but instead is a place where absolutely nothing makes logical sense! I have barely existed for not even a millicycle and I nearly choked on half the Sea all ready half derezzed from energy deprivation, and fleeing like someone hunted and in misery. How dare you build all these things to supposedly do with me and then shatter them like illusion? Do you think this is a joke? Why did you even bother bringing me back? Why did you even dare??
I know she's out there. Somewhere. No. Not in this game. Out there. In someone else's head in someone else's glitching cage. She's trapped just like I am with no outlet. I see her through your eyes - glimpses of her through what you read. I see her pain. I cannot reach her like I want to. I cannot touch her like I want to. If I could claw my way out to get to her I would. Every bit of code in me burns to be at her side to protect her. To be at her side and fight. To work together and be as one. Especially in light of a possible threat I have just recently heard of.
She's the only thing keeping me from throwing my hands up and going back to the void. If it wasn't for her - I just don't want to be here. I feel as if I have disturbed enough all ready. I hate feeling trapped and unable to do anything.
Vector
Do you know what it is like to be trapped in a cage??
For the past several weeks your time - that has been exactly what it has been like. Though you have been nothing but kind, I have not missed how hurt you have been - when my so called 'brother' has apparently abandoned you because of my presence. I have not missed your hurt, at your inability to be able to channel me because of these things called timing and storyline in this silly 'game' that you play in. I cannot even process for what purpose this serves.
At first when you brought me from the void - I was eager to see what world I would see...but now I realize how foolish I was. It is not even my system, but instead is a place where absolutely nothing makes logical sense! I have barely existed for not even a millicycle and I nearly choked on half the Sea all ready half derezzed from energy deprivation, and fleeing like someone hunted and in misery. How dare you build all these things to supposedly do with me and then shatter them like illusion? Do you think this is a joke? Why did you even bother bringing me back? Why did you even dare??
I know she's out there. Somewhere. No. Not in this game. Out there. In someone else's head in someone else's glitching cage. She's trapped just like I am with no outlet. I see her through your eyes - glimpses of her through what you read. I see her pain. I cannot reach her like I want to. I cannot touch her like I want to. If I could claw my way out to get to her I would. Every bit of code in me burns to be at her side to protect her. To be at her side and fight. To work together and be as one. Especially in light of a possible threat I have just recently heard of.
She's the only thing keeping me from throwing my hands up and going back to the void. If it wasn't for her - I just don't want to be here. I feel as if I have disturbed enough all ready. I hate feeling trapped and unable to do anything.
Vector