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[pencilpremonition]

Dear mun,

Who is this 'Karkat' and why do you want one to come to Thusia? What are 'quadrants' and why does he need to tell me about them? Oh, I see, you're going to let me post this as bait to see if one will respond. Cause sure, that'll go over well. They're smart enough to see what you're doing, dumbass. Why don't you just post "HEY SOMEBODY APP KARKAT TO THUSIA" and be done with it?

Not impressed. At all. Don't use me like your fucking message pawn.

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[slayerofgiants]

Not message pawn. Messenger! They have important jobs, you know!

[OPTIMISM.]

[pencilpremonition]

Yeah, but I'm not my mun's messenger.

[slayerofgiants]

Perhaps not. But there is nothing wrong with it. If you were. I was just pointing that out. It would be nothing to be ashamed of, I mean.

[pencilpremonition]

It's not about shame. It's about being used by the bitch that...

[shudders]

That designed my life. Everything I've suffered, every pain I have...it's all been orchestrated and put upon me by a very specific person. Who now wants me to do their errands. Like fuck.

[slayerofgiants]

[Er, wait how did this conversation take this turn?!]

Um, well...you know. We are all in similar situations. You are not alone in that.

[pencilpremonition]

[Since Becca stepped out of the bounds of the game and was given the gift of being able to see herself in perspective.]

I guess...but there's some distance between the experiences that formed you and the one that puppets you around. When your mun says jump, you're not jumping for the same person that had the idea of killing off your girlfriend just to make you suffer.

[slayerofgiants]

[Oh, right.]

Well, no. But she is the one responsible for...[Well, he has to pause there. It's still hard to talk about.] ...For how it happened. The details. My father's death. She made me a blight in the eyes of others.

[He shrugs, but it's more of an attempt to shrug away all these horrible feelings. He can totally do that.]

As I said, you are not alone in this.

[pencilpremonition]

[cling]

You'll never be a blight in my eyes.

[slayerofgiants]

[AH OKAY, then, hugs. All right.]

Ah, I feel as if you may have missed my point, Becca.

[pencilpremonition]

Probably. I'm all sorts of turned around right now.

Honestly if I wasn't alcohol phobic I'd probably say let's get drunk right now. I'm...a mess.

[slayerofgiants]

You are not alone. That is my point. You never were.

[He wants to get drunk but last time he did that someone yelled at him!]

[pencilpremonition]

I... I know that now.

[Someone needs to get Becca to try alcohol, by deception if necessary. Then she can be drunk with you, Wander.]

[slayerofgiants]

Good. Do not forget that.

[pencilpremonition]

I promise.