Upon recent events

[inhisdebt]

 Mundane... You don't need to worry so much about me. I'll be fine... I think...

A lot has happened since everyone came and I'm coping so relax. I mean... Eren and I were in genessia  for five months by ourselves before everyone showed up... Now I have to wonder how many more will end up coming. 

[Mikasa, don't dodge your mun's concerned questions.]

Please, I don't want to talk about this. Jean has already reminded me of the past that I didn't want to talk about and I know it wasn't his fault but I... It's easier to just... not think about it. Besides, the whole Marco situation should get better soon with him finally being told and Armin has the girlfriend that he didn't think he'd see anymore. I'm happy for them both. It's been a rough time for him so he should spend more time with her. 

Although I get the feeling that she thinks I'm going to take Armin from her or something... Maybe it's just me...?

[You're still dodging your mun's questions, Mikasa.]

What do you want me to say? I'm already in your headspace, what more do you want? Am I lonely with Eren going home? Yes. Yes I am. Is that what you want to hear? Am I worried about Armin's disappearance suddenly? Of course I am... I haven't stopped searching for him. 

Yes. All of this bugs me. Everything does. I'm lonely, trying to ignore my emotions revolving around Eren and Armin's things coming up, and I'm going to kill whoever took Armin.

[There's a big sigh from Mikasa.]

There you have it. Don't worry about me. I have more important things to worry about. Besides, I have Jean trying to help me and comfort me. We both need it right about now.

Maybe it's best that Eren went home? I'm sure he wouldn't approve of who I'm dating now. I have to do things and so do you, so this conversation is done. You may pull the strings to some extent, but I'm not talking to you about this again. You should know better.

New WTNV Live Show Spoilers?

[hollowclocks]

So I learned something new about myself. We learned something new, the two of us. I know you are not happy about it. I do not have to currently be in your plane of existence to know it. There is a lot that the Desert Otherworld has taught me and maybe most of that might be considered selfish but there is just so much science here! That means that I am getting better at science every day and science is helping me see that you are unhappy with this new information on what makes me, well, me.

I can not change myself. Not for you. Not for Cecil-- Oh but I do want him to be happy. I do miss him.

I do.

Looking for Game

[fromtheroots]

I guess we all play a part in the grand scheme of things. The play being remembered more than the player.
Is this the role I was meant to play to be tossed around as a pawn in someone else's chess game. Well....

[A pause.]

So be it then....

general things.

[dimidiation]

It is well that you appear to have changed your mind about my intent. If only you would reach a more definite sense of conviction...


Still. 80% is no doubt better than around 40%.

You shall keep me around regardless, I trust. For after all, no matter what Monday brings, it will indeed be interesting.

(no subject)

[aviatophile]

You and me have been through a lot. This game of ours has turned out to be mutually beneficial and you know that I'm willing to do just about anything for you out of the complete fondness I have for you.

...

Okay, and maybe the neverending supply of chocolate I get, too.

But this new verse idea of yours?

I've been hurt and damaged in just about every way possible, but none of it's ever been so...permanent. With exception to a bit of stiffness in my shoulder I've always healed from everything you've wanted to play out.

But burns change everything, mun. There's no bouncing back from an injury like that.

I'm calling in a favor. Please don't find a reason to play me in that verse. I don't know who I will be.