ATTN: Everyone named 'Yukari Yakumo': (troll) (take 2)

[shi_no_tsubasa]

So I see you have decided to return to this particular medium of interacting. I don't mind speaking to others in this way, especially since you have your reservations about any other forms of it.

However...

... You always seem so sad when you reach to speak with me. Is it something I have done?

No?

[Pause]

I am afraid I don't know exactly what you mean by 'manly tears', Mundane-san, especially since you are a female but I... if I am causing you such pain, then would it not be better simply not to speak anymore?

It's alright. I have become quite used to not entertaining visitors any longer. Except Youkai-san, yes. But she... [And she looks down.] ... She is different, or so I have come to... I have come to think...

Comments

..../peeks in here

[bloomnobly]

I--

It's best to not think about it very much.

pft <3

[shi_no_tsubasa]

Ah - ... hello, Bourei-san.

[That awkward feeling when you speak to your own ghost...]

To think about what?

[bloomnobly]

The things you feel your mundane is worried about. It's not best to dwell on...matters like those.

[shi_no_tsubasa]

The Yama said something as such the last time I...

Ah.

But if it upsets her, I don't want to be responsible for that.

[bloomnobly]

I don't think it's something you can change. Hence less of a reason to worry.

[shi_no_tsubasa]

[To be that carefree...]

... It must be so pleasant.

[bloomnobly]

It did not come without its hardships.

[shi_no_tsubasa]

[She just smiles.

She knows, Yuyuko.

She's living them.]

[bloomnobly]

...do hold in there. It gets better.

[shi_no_tsubasa]

Yes.

[She looks the ghost over and then has to turn around.

Mostly so Yuyuko doesn't get to see the tears in her eyes.]

I won't deny us both that for long.

[But, as a human, facing her own death terrifies her; despite being surrounded by it her entire life.]

1/2

[colourofyearning]

Yuyuko...?

2/2

[colourofyearning]

Ah, it is the one from the past....

No, there is nothing you have done wrong child. Do not be so quick to blame yourself.

[shi_no_tsubasa]

[She looks happy! ... Then confused! Then happy again because it's Youkai-san and Youkai-san makes life...

Brighter.]

Then I am unsure as to what I should do. I don't like causing people undue... [Pain. Which is all she seems to ever do, or so she thinks. Well, except Yukari.]

[tsunmiko]

...Yuyuko?

[shi_no_tsubasa]

Um...

You mean Bourei-san?

[tsunmiko]

Bourei-san?

...You must be from when she was alive back then.

[shi_no_tsubasa]

I-

... I suppose.

[She's confused, Reimu.]

[tsunmiko]

[Welcome to the club. :|]

Ah, never mind. What's wrong with your mun?

[colourofyearning]

Just be yourself, there is no reason to need to be anything else. You are fine as you are, and always have been.

[shi_no_tsubasa]

[She doesn't know Yuyuko's name and she prefers it that way. Cuz 'Yuyuko' is not her name.]

Well I... am not sure. Just that who I am apparently and... who I must be in the future... makes her sad. [Oh. It... makes her sad, as well.]

[tsunmiko]

[That makes sense. She thinks.]

...At least you won't be alone.

[shi_no_tsubasa]

Oh but I-!

[She was excited but then... she sinks down again. She wants to listen to that, Yukari. She wants that to be the truth but...]

I think it is how I am that causes... that pain. I... I don't wish to do that to anyone, I really don't.

[shi_no_tsubasa]

No I... I will not, will I? Youkai-san will be there and there will be others surrounding me.

[Somehow, that doesn't assure her.]

But I am not 'Yuyuko'... and is she me?

[dorinta]

Hey...have you ever thought that she might be enduring it so you don't have to be alone?

[shi_no_tsubasa]

... No, I have not. [She shifts a little]

But I do not like causing people sadness. So it is alright! I am... used to being alone. I don't mind it so much...