SPOILERS for 15x20

[freetobe]

[ It's quiet. It's always been quiet, this solitude.

And at the end, this is what they get.

And in the end, there is nothing but this: He was happy, in his death, in his sacrifice, in his love, and he was content in remaking Heaven for them into what they truly did deserve, everything else aside.

And in the end, they carry on, in those who remember. ]

Did you think it would end like this, when we began this journey?

[ A sigh, and blue eyes cast into the far distance. ]

Yeah. I didn't think so, either.

[ But there's an upside, deep beneath it all. They're not quite done in this sphere. ]

Comments

[baskervillemotel]

I think I know how you feel.

[freetobe]

It's not what I wanted for you, either.

[baskervillemotel]

Pretty shitty for both of us. Could always change it.

[freetobe]

[ Something soft playing around his mouth and eyes. The beginning of a smile. ]

You mean, throw out the book and rewrite it? We've... proven apt at that.

[baskervillemotel]

[A more obvious grin shows with the smile lines to back it up.]

That's exactly what I mean. No reason we couldn't do it again, right?

[freetobe]

[ Cas' own smile widens in response. He can never quite help it. Easy to smile back when Dean does. ]

Right. We've been through much together, you and I. What's some more?

[baskervillemotel]

[It's nice to smile again, and Dean's grin stays present now that it has a reason to.]

Exactly. We're not done, are we?

[freetobe]

[ That sobers the expression on Cas' face - but only mildly. The smile turns wistful, rather than vanishing. ]

I was going to be - but only if it meant you'd get to live, properly.

[baskervillemotel]

[Dean's expression saddens at the memory.]

By the way, I didn't agree to that. And as usual nothing went the way we wanted it to. So get over here and let's fix it.

[freetobe]

I meant what I said years ago, Dean. Much of the time, I'd rather be right here. With you. But if it's between my existence and your life, I will always choose to save you.

[baskervillemotel]

I know. Just like you know I'll always fight you on it. And I'd do anything to keep that decision from ever coming up in the first place.

[winchest]

[The trio and their crew are never finished with work. There will always be bad guys out there to catch and send straight back to hell.]

Well...at least the weather is nice today.

[freetobe]

For what it's worth - I'm sorry.

[ For Sam being left behind. For the brothers to not get to enjoy life, as they should have. ]