Canon is Need For Speed. Shelby is wrecked.

[shelbycobra]

When I say I could've been killed, and nobody says anything, that doesn't make me feel very good about my future.

I know you like me, and you really want to see things end well for me, but I think it's time to consider that it's just not in the cards. Maybe it's time to move on, for me and for you. Every racer hangs up their helmet eventually. Even the champions. There'd be no shame in it.

Better that than having my heart broken again. Or my head.

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[igot]

In my mun's defense this is the first she been on since we last spoke, so she and I apologize. Though in the grand scheme of things you know I would have been there and probably freaked the hell out.

[shelbycobra]

I appreciate her, and you, saying something. It made me feel pretty terrible about myself when nobody seemed concerned at all. I just want to matter, Tommy. It could've all been over like that.

[igot]

You matter to me, you always have and always will. Just bad shit went down at work, three people got fired for stealing from the store. Mun been taking up slack but happily new people were hired.

[shelbycobra]

What? Damn.

I'm sorry if you had to be there and see what happened. I'm sorry to put you through that. I don't even know what to do except keep going.

[igot]

Yeah they got caught trying to be idiotic and sneak out a tv to a friend out the back. *rolls eyes* So of course they got caught and arrested and made my mun have to work longer hours.

I was there and I saw. I saw the post now and I can imagine my heart in my throat. Is it bad that even though i missed it it still makes me want to cry and panic?

[shelbycobra]

I hope it wasn't a big TV, because if it was, that person is just stupid. They are stupid anyway but there are some things that are ridiculous.

My mun won't make you play that moment if you don't want to. It's been a few days. I'll be headed to New York tomorrow. We can pick up now, or if you feel you need to have been there.

I just need to make some decisions in my life and they all frighten me.

[igot]

Mun heard it was either 40 inches or 55 inches.

Well your husband is here if you need him.

[shelbycobra]

I think we probably should talk. If only to make you feel better before I get back into the car this weekend. What do you want to do? I won't make you have to go through watching a car almost land on me, if you don't want to.