dear_mun | Shelby's birthday was kind of a bust.

Yeah, I know. I expected more from it too. I mean, it was a perfect day and it feels like I didn't really get to share it with anyone. This was what was supposed to be different now, being able to share my career and my experiences with the people that I love.

And honestly I'm not so sure that other thing is going to happen either.

But if nothing else I have the accomplishments. It's in my history now that I won that race and I beat someone that I never quite imagined being able to beat. I'm still the championship leader. And you said the team got me cake. So no one is going to be able to take those things away from me.

I just wish that I could bring someone else along for the ride.