Carol Peletier (
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dear_mun2015-11-09 05:16 pm
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Soooo many season 6 feels!
I know, I know! I'm starting to think I should have went with them to but after the attack it was a good thing I didn't...
Still yet he's not back yet...
Still yet he's not back yet...

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From what I've been hearin my mun ramblin on bout sounds like you've been holdin down the fort.
I'm comin back. We all are.
Hearts!!!
[She crosses her arms over her chest as she shifts slightly* Not much of a fort left. Not now....
Mmm. The place was attacked, walkers are pushing at the gates. Glenn isn't back. Abraham, Sasha...
you
Hearts back!
Like I said, we're comin' back. Every one of us. We're comin' back and gonna make those fuckers wish they never came around. I'll make damn sure of it myself.
[he didn't want to hear it that walkers got back to the safe zone. it was their job...his job to make sure not a one of them got back there. he knew though...but a shred of him was hopeful. his head would shake trying to blow off more of his feelings.]
We're gonna take care of them walkers too. Gonna make sure not a one of em get through those gates.
:D
I took care of it.... [She replied lowly as her body shifted slightly. Though as many as she killed didn't make up for the Alexandrians she couldn't save]
[His words were meant to be a comfort but she had grown use to people not making it back, even if her own mun kept believing everyone still out there would]
Those gates won't be able to hold them forever, the walls either.
[She then glances back over towards him]
I should leave....Try to find you.
:D
Maybe. [he'd brush off the thought the gates not holding. it was her next words that made him look back a her. a serious expression crossed his face.]
Tch. Don't you go doin nuthin stupid. [disapproval. but hell he knew he couldn't stop her. but he'd put his two cents in anyway.] I don't wanna come back and find you ain't there.
*squees* :D
Nine lives, remember?
[Her expression then fell a little as well]
My mun told me about you out there, ya know? You're hurt. Your crossbow...
\o/ woo!
He fell silent a moment hearing her next words. About being hurt, his crossbow...]
Just a scratch. [that happens to be really big...and somewhat deep but hell he's been through worse.] Tch–It's what I get for bein stupid. I'll get it back. They won't know what's comin.
More hearts just cause!
From what my mun said it was more than just a little scratch, you got banged up pretty bad...
[She moves to cross her arms over her chest once again]
We can't trust anyone, not after this attack. You find those people again, who ever they are...
Kill them.
/clings to
His body would shift some more bringing his hand up to place over his injured arm. By now it's been patched up the best he could but tough as he was, that wasn't enough to keep it from reminding him every now and then it was there.]
Ain't nuthin you need to be worrying about...
...Yeah. I know. [A pause. He'd hesitate a bit thinking about why he went back to help those people in the first place. Felt bad, felt...weak. His fist would clench a bit at his side trying not curse himself.] ...They'll get what's comin to them. [One way or another.]
holds forevers!
She then glances back at him once he says she has nothing to worry about, which deep down she knows that but it still doesn't ease her own worry away]
You guys are out there, we're in here...
[She glances down at his injury the momemt he cups it. Naturally she wants to reach out and start checking it out for herself but she knows damn well he will just start fussing.
She does it anyway]
Don't help anyone outside those walls. You don't know who they are, kill them. [She tells him again as she pulls back the bandage to get a peek. She goes silent for awhile because more events have happened that she needs to tell him about]
Rick's friend he's up to something [She hisses lowly as she looks his injury over. She doesn't like how it looks and she's now wishing she had something to doctor him up with]
The tower... [She glances up to look at him. Her look calm and soothing] It fell, the herds moving in.
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I know we ain't ever met, but... [his brow knits] ...I hope your friend catches up with y'all.
[He won't say that it's fine, that everything is going to be fine. Because there's no guarantees in this world other than that everyone dies someday.]
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Instead he offered her nothing but kind and comforting words. Which caught her a bit off guard but she nodded her head to show graditude and that she wasn't a threat herself, unless she needed to be]
T-thank you... [She replies softly, her eyes still staying along him]
Guess you could say he's well overdue....
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Look, I ain't lookin' for a fight here. [He says carefully, eyes on hers.] ...An' I think you feel the same. I heard 'bout your situation from my mun, an' I jus' wanted to say a few words. That's all.
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The world does that to you now...
The moment he mentions his own mun, she feels a bit more at ease.]
It's all been a bit unexpected... [She mutters lowly] My own mun believes that the rest will be back soon and I know they will. They got to...
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[He keeps his distance, doing nothing to shake this tenuous calm. His shoulders slowly drop.]
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[She glances into the distance] Just like I've learned I don't get to save anyone anymore...
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People are going to die. That's just how it is now. You do what you have to in order to stay alive, keep them alive. It's you or it's them...
You just can't save everyone because it doesn't work like that anymore. This world is shit, it takes things from you, precious things but you have to keep going, maybe even forget.
Because if you don't it's just gonna eat you up forever.
I'm sorry for this asshole in advance. He just won't shut up...
How does it feel?
But I adore him so!
Think I've gotten pretty good at taking care of bad people...
Mmm but you already know that don't you? How does that feel?
Loves!
Purrs!!!
You were holding members of my group hostage, you were gonna kill them. You're right, it didn't have to be like that, ya coulda let them go. All of them.
I did what I had to in order to save them.
:D ... and I am so sorry... again.
[Her next words were enough to jolt a reaction out of him, if only the smallest bit.] I remember your little rampage. Damn near destroyed us. But we survived. Regrouped. And came back... almost got the little one too... I bet she would have been delicious. [and with that he'd flash one of his cheshire cat smiles.]
*major arm flails* !!!!!!!!!!! 8D
[His disgusting comment about innocent little Judith is enough to make her eyes flash, hands grippinhg by her sides]
Close but not close enough. Rick got you from what I heard...
[Now it's her turn to give him a smile. Only her own is rather innocent but it holds such a darkness]
I think there is where you really got lucky.
He should really stop talking...
He did. Maybe that's where you got lucky. [and just as quick a smile would reappear as the twisted thoughts in his mind started to formulate.]
But he's sooooo pretty!!!! :(
Rick would have killed you either way. Not just you, all of you.
[She just gives a small laugh at his comment]
Oh sunshine, if I had gotten to you first instead of Rick I wouldn't have been so gentle with you...
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They need you, ya know. Sasha, me, Abraham, we all know how to fight. We're fightin' and we'll come back. Those people, they ain't ever had to fight. I heard the horn, I know they're probably all shittin' their pants.
[And Carol had this uncanny ability to make someone feel calm. He liked having that to himself, but he knows they need it more.]
I'm comin' back. Soon. So make sure I have somethin' worth coming back to.
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Still that didn't ease her mind, many innocent people were killed and again she couldn't save everyone. She just couldn't and that ate at her. The whole event ate away at her, what she had to do, what she had done]
Lot of those people died, they didn't stand a chance. We all knew that...
[She glances over at him slightly]
Walkers are at the gates, they aren't going to hold for long...
[She decides to move a bit closer to him, arms staying around her tiny frame]
My mun knows what's going on outside those walls you know? She said you were attacked...hurt...
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[Daryl looks at her, he studies her in one of their silences. It was always such a heavy silence between them.]
I ain't hurt too bad. [His pride was hurt more than anything. Those sons a bitches got his bike and his bow.] We're comin' back and we got things. Fuel, weapons, stuff that'll take care of the ones at the gate.
...I'm okay. [That seems to be her main source of worry. For some reason.
Another pause.]
How you holdin' up?
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They were wrong and it was just more lives lost
She glances back at him once again. Typical Daryl Dixon to admit that he was perfectly fine and everything was going to be fine once they all got back.
But there was something about his question that made her shift slightly. Was she alright herself?]
I'm fine.