All that grew inside me was a darkness I acquired...

[whitescalesbigmouth]

...Do you have to think about that kind of stuff?!

I'm over that whole phase okay!? I've put her behind me and I am definitely over everything that happened when I decided to join up with those psychos.

Just let me deal with it okay?! I did a bunch of stupid unforgivable stuff when I was her so just..let me take this time to get over it and make up for everything I did.

Comments

[whitescalesbigmouth]

[Okay, new person... Better be wary.]

The way you're talking - Makes it sound like you knew what I did.

[throughthenever]

[Just because he's a pill popper, doesn't mean you need to use stranger-danger.]

No, not really, just wondering what you think.

[whitescalesbigmouth]

[It was stranger-danger that got her in this mess to begin with.]..Okay, then how do you get over traumatising events that includes being manipulated to wanting to harm a close friend you almost consider to be some sort of weird father figure to you, shooting innocent people and basically just losing your mind because no matter what you do you wind up hurting people you give a damn about?

[throughthenever]

Listening to music generally helps.

[whitescalesbigmouth]

What if I'm in an environment where listening to music isn't something I can do without probably irritating everyone else.

[throughthenever]

Then you play it louder.

[whitescalesbigmouth]

Somehow I don't think that's going to work.

[throughthenever]

Differs from person to person.

[whitescalesbigmouth]

...Who are you anyway?

[throughthenever]

Trip? And who are you?

[whitescalesbigmouth]

Saft.

Not as cool sounding as 'Trip' mind you but just as short, heh.

[throughthenever]

I'd actually have to say Saft sounds better than Trip.

[Hopefully the reasons are obvious.]

...But thanks, I guess.

[whitescalesbigmouth]

[She's actually sort of unsure of that. But never mind.]

No problem.

So, you're good with dealing with this thing huh?

[throughthenever]

It hasn't been that bad so far. It could always be worse.

[whitescalesbigmouth]

...Not quite sure what you mean.

[throughthenever]

You're asking about dealing with insane shit, right?

[whitescalesbigmouth]

Pretty much I mean...I should be used to it by now.

But what I did, it got pretty bad and now I just wanna either get over it and move on or try and find a way to fix the mess I've made.

[throughthenever]

You'll get over it when the next, big thing happens.

[Which is usually every other week or so.]

[whitescalesbigmouth]

[She quirks a brow and then sighs, Sad but true that too is something that happens all too often.]

Yeah...

[Awkward.]

[throughthenever]

Relax, the same would go for the people it affected.