[ He still has night terrors of the day he burned his commander (and father) alive. Not to mention all the other stuff piled on, he never really has pleasant dreams anymore. ]

I smoke. It takes my mind off of all the shit for a while... But why do you think some soldiers never get used to civilian life again? They've seen things that other people just don't or ever will. And it tears them up inside because no one understands, even when they say they do.

And nothing can help. That's the life we lead.