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rapunzelled ([personal profile] rapunzelled) wrote in [community profile] dear_mun2012-03-20 06:14 am
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On being bound for Adstringendum

M-mundane?

I'm... very grateful you want me to be with Yuui so much. I... I didn't mind dying when it was for him, but... I would've liked to spend more time with him. And... hugs. I want him to hug me.

But, um. It's going to be hard for me. I hope that won't make you angry, but... It's going to be strange, that he is grownup and I'm... like this. And there will be people. Other people. There has only been him and me and we were all that mattered and... I don't know what I think about having other people around.

I'm scared.

But if you don't mind that, then... please. I want to go to him now.

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youthoughtiwasserious: (Default)

1/? I DON'T EVEN KNOW.

[personal profile] youthoughtiwasserious 2012-03-20 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
[Is that really...]
faeconman: (sitting)

[personal profile] faeconman 2012-03-20 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
Funny story, kid, the muns do what they want no matter what we think.
youthoughtiwasserious: (He's Like Medusa You Can't Look)

HE'S ALL FLAILY AND SHIT IN THE MY HEAD RIGHT NOW.

[personal profile] youthoughtiwasserious 2012-03-20 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
[But that's impossible. He know's it's impossible because he watched Fai die all those years ago.]
rapunzelled: (Determined)

[personal profile] rapunzelled 2012-03-20 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
[This glare would totally be fierce if he wasn't so intimidated.] She seems really nice and she's really worried about me and she wants me to be with my twin and that's all that matters.
youthoughtiwasserious: (I'm Not Going To Need Your)

IT'S KIND OF HILARIOUS.

[personal profile] youthoughtiwasserious 2012-03-20 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
[And yet...

And yet he had been warned that people could come from different points in time to that place, to the city where he was currently living.]
bigdogninja: (Keep Moving Forward)

[personal profile] bigdogninja 2012-03-20 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
[Hang on, this kid looks like a mini-Fai.]

You don't have to be scared. [Says the scary-looking huge man.] Kids get looked after around here.
youthoughtiwasserious: (Margarita Slut By An Eleven Year Old)

[personal profile] youthoughtiwasserious 2012-03-20 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
[But he really hadn't thought his brother would be one of them.

And now...]
youthoughtiwasserious: (Nothing Will Hurt And)

OKAY, I THINK HE'S DONE.

[personal profile] youthoughtiwasserious 2012-03-20 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
[And now... he couldn't even think of anything to say. Except for maybe.]

I'll hug you as much as you want.
rapunzelled: (Unhappy)

[personal profile] rapunzelled 2012-03-20 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
[Flinch flinch WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO SCARY MISTER?]

You... you sure? But I don't... I've never been with people. I don't know how to be.
rapunzelled: (Embarrassed)

[personal profile] rapunzelled 2012-03-20 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
[And that's...

He's tearing up, and trembling, and yet all he can manage is to curl up on himself helplessly.]

Really? Will you? Will you please?
faeconman: (crouched conversation)

[personal profile] faeconman 2012-03-20 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
She's lovely, I'm sure. My mun likes her an awful lot I can tell you that much.

Your twin, huh? Never had any siblings myself but I do know what that's like. To have someone be the only thing that matters. You be careful with that, okay? It tends to hurt a lot, but I'm guessing you already know as much.

[ Robin is immune to totally fierce glaring. ]
bigdogninja: (Got A Real Smile For You)

[personal profile] bigdogninja 2012-03-20 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
[Kneels down because wth? The kid is flinching.]

Yeah I'm sure. Haven't been there long but I know it. It'll take some getting used to but you can do it, right? [Have the smallest of smiles, bitty.]
rapunzelled: (Sad)

[personal profile] rapunzelled 2012-03-20 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
Good.

[Then, in the smallest voice:] He... he's the only thing I had.

I... I don't know if it can be different. I don't... I don't really want anything else.
youthoughtiwasserious: (Default)

[personal profile] youthoughtiwasserious 2012-03-20 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
[Please, please don't do that, Fai. He know he's supposed to be the strong one. But he can only be so strong against your tears.

He drops to his knees, allowing them to be closer to the same height, and opens his arms.]

I won't let go until you tell me too.
rapunzelled: (Shocked)

[personal profile] rapunzelled 2012-03-20 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
[He recoils a little more, but then he stops. This feels... no, he doesn't have a name for it. It's not like he's ever been treated before, other than by Yuui, but that's... different.]

You... really think so? But what if... What if I disappoint him?
faeconman: ([bran] snow)

[personal profile] faeconman 2012-03-20 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ Robin laughs quietly. ]

Then we're in the same boat, kid. I'm too old to change. Well, when it comes to that at least.

My name's Robin these days. What about you?
rapunzelled: (Unhappy)

[personal profile] rapunzelled 2012-03-20 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
[And that is really all it takes. He flies into his twin's arms, stumbling and grasping at his clothes and sobbing helplessly. Because Yuui is here and he can touch him, hold him, and no one is going to take him away ever again.]

Don't go. Don't go. Don't ever go.
bigdogninja: (r!Fai ⊗ I Will Protect You)

[personal profile] bigdogninja 2012-03-20 05:42 am (UTC)(link)
[Damn. If he ever sees the person responsible for making a kid so young act this way around people, Kurogane will gladly lose some of his strength to make them regret it. He moves slowly and puts a hand on Fai's head gently.]

I'm pretty sure nothing's going to disappoint Yuui when it comes from you. [Not that he knows who Yuui is.]
rapunzelled: (Huh?)

[personal profile] rapunzelled 2012-03-20 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
...boat? [Excuse him he's been in a tower.]

But I'm not old. I'm just... not right. And I'm Fai.
youthoughtiwasserious: (Put It Back Together With a Glue Stick)

[personal profile] youthoughtiwasserious 2012-03-20 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't even feel the impact. All he feels is the warmth of his twin in his arms, real and alive and not just another dream created by his subconscious to torment him. The tears that he hadn't even realized were forming in his eyes began to leak out and away, rolling down pale cheeks as he buried in his face in the other's hair, arms wrapped around him as tight as he dared.]

Never. Never never never.
faeconman: (by window)

[personal profile] faeconman 2012-03-20 05:50 am (UTC)(link)
Nice to meet you, Fai. Well, a boat is... do you know what the sea is? Or at least a river?

And what would be so not right about you? I've yet to come across a child I would call wrong, and I've had to do with a whole lot of children. [ Ahem. ]
rapunzelled: (Embarrassed)

[personal profile] rapunzelled 2012-03-20 05:51 am (UTC)(link)
[He remembers their hands. He remembers holding Yuui's hand. And then the guards came - grim faces, empty eyes, hard hands - and they were pulled away. He remembers that they cried then too, but not like this. This hurts and hurts and hurts, but it's still... good.]

I wante-hed... I only wanted... T-to ge-het you out...

AndyourdidbutIwantedtogowithyou!

I'm so-horry...
rapunzelled: (Awed)

[personal profile] rapunzelled 2012-03-20 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
[Touch? And it's not a slap - mother's face contracted in agony - or hands like rock that are pulling. It's just... touch. And it's scary, but it feels nice.]

B-but... He's all grown up now. He's... I'm not like him anymore. He's not like me. He's Yuui and I'm Fai but... we're not the same.
smugfox: doubt it (if you say so)

He actually likes kids. ^^;

[personal profile] smugfox 2012-03-20 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
Another chance at life, you should be glad.

You'll do fine, I'm sure your Yuui's still gonna hug you, even if you've got more of an age difference now. Besides, you might find y'like other people, too.

No need to be scared.
rapunzelled: (Confused)

[personal profile] rapunzelled 2012-03-20 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
Sea... [He frowns.] Blue thing. Could see it out of a window. Full of water, right?

I... don't know. I've just never been... I've never... been with people that don't h-hate me? Except Yuui.
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