Oh, we all gripe about the Mundanes' handling of us. [He smiles and his eyes twinkle.] But often we come out of the other end of whatever insane thing they are putting us through either better in some way, or having enjoyed the ride after all. [His gaze gets a bit shifty. He was just bitching about his own situation earlier, after all.]
Then again I have spent the last year in a game aimed at "redeeming" me. Though most of my redemption has to do with "getting along with other races" so I suppose that is ultimately useful. It's still driven me quite mad at times.
I am rather old as vampires go, and the first of my line. And my reputation is appropriately bad. I was selfish and cruel on a homicidal scale even back when I was human. A being of my power...existing without empathy or consideration for others made me a hazard to everyone around me. [His voice is quiet and very serious.]
Four hundred fifty and...something. I'm edging into "too old to rightly remember" territory.
You are? [Brief mild squeeface. The old beast has a soft spot for bbvamps, you should see him with Evil Ed.] You have support, yes? You're not alone? The first year of our existence is always the hardest.
I've got my maker when this girl behind the keyboard isn't dragging me around this place or tossing me at those ridiculous memes she finds so amusing. ...yeah, I wouldn't exactly call this a cakewalk.
No, it never is. It is like going through a second puberty, but deadlier and more dramatic. Even we old ones will look back at our early nights and just shake our heads. It's why the bulk of us get so hovery and overprotective about our new childen.
[A brief flash of pain across his face. That practice is one of the more brutal in vampire societies and, like torture, is one of the things he has sworn off in the course of his...re-education.]
I am sorry. I do not agree with turning people against their will. Once I did, but once I was a complete ass. I grew out of both.
Otherwise you might'a turned out lookin' like Bill. Or... you know, other people. Not that Bill's old, but - well I guess he is old. Like a hundred or somethin'. But you're not.
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I think walking, talking and breathing counts as living.
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Then again I have spent the last year in a game aimed at "redeeming" me. Though most of my redemption has to do with "getting along with other races" so I suppose that is ultimately useful. It's still driven me quite mad at times.
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[ wary baby vampire is wary. ]
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It is not an existence I want anymore.
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[ sounds like he's fighting his nature. something bill would encourage... ]
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You are? [Brief mild squeeface. The old beast has a soft spot for bbvamps, you should see him with Evil Ed.] You have support, yes? You're not alone? The first year of our existence is always the hardest.
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Do you dislike it so very much?
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[ she was bill's ~punishment~ for killing another vampire, having to make one in the dead vampire's place. ]
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I am sorry. I do not agree with turning people against their will. Once I did, but once I was a complete ass. I grew out of both.
hello <3
hay gurl hay ♥
how you doin'?
good, good. you?
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Otherwise you might'a turned out lookin' like Bill. Or... you know, other people. Not that Bill's old, but - well I guess he is old. Like a hundred or somethin'. But you're not.
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[ even if she's not too sure she likes the idea of being this way until someone decides to make her meet the true death. ]
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