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He doesn't want to be here.
I love how every time that show comes on you think of me. I'm not that guy. I'm not a lawyer. I wouldn't have lasted through a week of law school. I barely got through university.
[Gabriel sighs, slumping onto the couch.]
Look. You really don't need to waste your time on me. You should be paying attention to Megan. She's waiting to spend time with her boyfriend, and they're happy together, and writing her makes you happy. I'm not really sure what I contribute except to give him someone to punch if his mun ever decides to let him.
You and I both know I'm not a bad guy, or at least I try not to be. But there's nothing really here for me. I keep to myself. I'm definitely not looking to start dating again. The only thing I could think of that would make me happy here is...well, it sounds stupid...
...but to be there if Megan marries this guy. He'll probably punch me, and I'll definitely deserve it. But to know that Megs has somebody as good as she deserves, to know that she's happy and finally moved on from all the shit I did to her? That would mean something to me.
[A very long pause.]
So before you get on that plane, why don't you spend some time with her, huh? Find Jack and let him and Megan go do something nice. That'd be better than anything you could throw me into.
[Gabriel sighs, slumping onto the couch.]
Look. You really don't need to waste your time on me. You should be paying attention to Megan. She's waiting to spend time with her boyfriend, and they're happy together, and writing her makes you happy. I'm not really sure what I contribute except to give him someone to punch if his mun ever decides to let him.
You and I both know I'm not a bad guy, or at least I try not to be. But there's nothing really here for me. I keep to myself. I'm definitely not looking to start dating again. The only thing I could think of that would make me happy here is...well, it sounds stupid...
...but to be there if Megan marries this guy. He'll probably punch me, and I'll definitely deserve it. But to know that Megs has somebody as good as she deserves, to know that she's happy and finally moved on from all the shit I did to her? That would mean something to me.
[A very long pause.]
So before you get on that plane, why don't you spend some time with her, huh? Find Jack and let him and Megan go do something nice. That'd be better than anything you could throw me into.