possibly going to Ataraxion

[allay]

I've lost my family, and I will never again be the Susan of the past because of that. But you must try to understand my situation. This world is where I am, and it's this world that I must make my own. I will refuse to lose my grasp on reality when it is the one thing left to me, regardless of your -- forgive me -- meddling.

Please, Miss Mun. You musn't take me away. Even if it is to deposit me amongst the stars.

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[allay]

[ there, vindication. it's a bitter victory. ] Noble, empty words. [ but you did. ]

[statured]

I know. ( a crack in the ice [and the first of many].

he could say many things - you left us first, we called but you didn't answer, we're waiting for you, we're still waiting for you - but he doesn't. )

If you were given the choice, Su, ( - and she had, she had, she-- ) would you have gone with us?

[allay]

I was never allowed a choice, Peter. Don't delude yourself into believing that. [ it's not an answer, but it's the best he's going to get. ]

[statured]

( he wasn't going to take whatever answer she gave him, anyway. ) Was it not your own choice to forget Narnia? To dismiss our adventures as silly children's games and move on with the world around you?

You chose, Susan.