lots of things.

[livedieknow]

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Regarding changing job, I... I'll think on it more. We have a long wait, and putting aside the thought of releasing corrupted aether from egi form for too long, especially when said aether will remember me...

I'll consider it.

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Regarding the goblet? I don't like the thought of settling somewhere. You know very well what happened last time I found somewhere I could call "home" and...

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Regarding them. See above point. There's a reason why I keep moving. I know what you're currently boring your plurk list with, and... no. I hope you're wrong. I really, really hope you're wrong. You've been wrong before, so please be wrong.

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Regarding... her. ...See above.

I'll keep moving.

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[digsdeep]

[Well someone has no idea of what the FUCK this all means. He's just. Frowning and crossing his arms because seriously. What? How high is it flying over his head it's flying so fucking high right now.]

What, you gonna work at pouring drinks instead of working with egis? What's this about a goblet? [Putting aside his own thoughts of 'what's this about settling and finding a home', of course. As always, he's going to avoid that sort of thing.] Not objecting if you working at a tavern is gonna get us both free alcohol, 'course. I'll find a way to use it, heh.

...Seriously, though. The vibes I'm getting from mine aren't good, even if they're vague; you...You're alright, right? You're not gonna go getting hurt or anything on me?

'Cause if you are, I'm going to get pissed off. [And for once, Kanbe's completely and utterly serious about it. Stop that dadvibe, you loser. This isn't DDlg time.]

[livedieknow]

[Oh, now he's worried somebody. And not just somebody. Well.]

...I'm not planning on pouring any drinks. But my mundane wants me to change tactics - to give up my egis for darkness. That... is a long way off though. A very long way. The Goblet is unrelated, it's ... a housing ward. She wants me to settle there and stop travelling.

...I'd consider letting others that have put faith in me down and exchanging power source, but I'm not considering stopping travelling. It's unsafe for people around me for me to stay in one place for long.

[A small headshake.]

I don't know. I'll fight against any harm coming to me, of course I will - but I'm concerned that fighting will do nothing to prevent what is to happen.

[digsdeep]

What? [FUCK here we go I told you man I warned you bro Kanbe Does Not Approve of Mir going all darkness-powers he is really fucking angry rn.] I don't give a rat's ass how long until you end up going off the deep end for some darkness bullshit; you're not doing it. You're not. I don't care if you think it'll be for the best or end up better or that you can handle it because no chump ever comes off good when messing with stuff like that.

I-- God, Mir. [And for a fleeting second, he looks completely lost. Everything he's just said is unfair, he knows that it is and it's not really his place to say anything about anyone but...This is Mir. It's not some random idiot whose actions don't affect him. It's Mir.

He groans, running a hand through his hair.] It's up t'you about the settling thing, of course. Long as you come back and see me now and then, it's up to you and I'm not gonna fight you on that. If something big is gonna happen, or if you're in over your head here...

[This sounds really big, and he's not used to big things. He's always been a side player, a sneaky piece of shit, never the hero.

Shit. Shit. Something bad's gonna happen to the one person he loves and this is bullshit. This is such bullshit, and he feels like punching Hydaelyn in the rocky face or something whatever man this is horseshit]

...Just come back and see me sometimes. When you can.

[livedieknow]

[There's a small sound, and an even smaller shake of his head.]

...I know. You don't have to tell me that. It's what she wants, not me. That, and I've suffered to become a summoner. There are others that have, as well.

[Y'mitra suffered just as much. And he's not going to voice it, but there's been other things - being attacked on more than one occasion for having his more than... odd relationship with the primals. Anyway.]

...I will come and see you. Your world is the only place where things can't follow me.

[digsdeep]

[Hoo. Okay. Now that his fear's been sated somewhat by hearing that Mir's not exactly keen on Dark Knighting it up, Kanbe relaxes into less anger and more...typical sulky exasperation. Still an improvement in mood, let's be real here.] Well you're good at it too. ...Not that I'm any expert, but you seem really happy with these egis and whatnot hanging around, even if it's...Not been easy doing alchemy and making 'em behave or...Whatever.

[Smooth.] You're still you, 's what I'm trying to say! And I dunno if you've noticed, but I like you bein' you. [And he says that a little too loudly, as if that's going to drive his point home to The Powers That Be. Redundant, but it makes him feel better and that's always what matters to him, of course. Which is why he relents further into smiling at the promise of further visits. He's been missing Mir like mad (of course he has, he's a clingy, paranoid fuck), and it's the only way he really has to offer any kind of protection or help.]

I-- Good. Good. There's always room for you back home, and if anything tried following you I'd rip the damn thing limb from limb or die trying. Plus it'd be damn nice to wake up beside you again, but that's just me bein' selfish. You taking care of yourself 's more important, 'course.