Mikey from Third Watch

[littlemikey]

Hey... i-it's probably better if I stay dead! I'll only mess stuff up and disappoint everyone again and- and Bosco's going to give me that look again and e-everyone's going to be worse off with me around.

'm pretty good for nothing. I tried to get better, y'know, but-

[He fights back the tears, embarrassed that anyone will see him cry like a little kid.]

Comments

I can drop the homestuck-type-text if preferred :V

[soda_delirium]

[NO. Stop pulling on the strings of his collapsing and expanding bladder based aquatic vascular system. He has a moirail and will NOT shooshpap you. He won't. Even if certain thought patterns being voiced are distressingly familiar.]

havve you thought about findin neww company
maybe youll wwork out better around a different set a acquaintances wwho aint got the same expectations an wwho dont givve the same looks youre used to
you got to havve somethin somebody could benefit from evven i found people wwho wwere better off wwith me than wwithout

It's fine!

[littlemikey]

[Mikey glances over warily.] What- what's the use of new company if I'm only going to make a mess of their lives as well-

Wait. What're you supposed to be? [Some- some kind of alien monster? He's never seen anything like it and gets up to run, if needed.]

:)

[soda_delirium]

[Raises a semi-amused eyebrow at the reaction.]

just a fuck up
no trolls wwherevver youre from huh
wwe dont eat humans or nothin relax

[Eridan sits down, hoping he'll seem less threatening that way.]

but maybe theres somebody wwhose life you WWONT make a complete mess a
maybe theres somebody you could actually help an wwho could help you back
havve you looked
i just
this sounds a lot like wwhere i wwas not at all long ago an thins wworked out for me
pretty sure you aint wworse to deal wwith than me im special like that

[littlemikey]

Yeah... never seen anyone who looks like you around before!

[And he didn't even do drugs right now, nothing! Then, Mikey sighs and crosses his arms.] There's nobody like that.

I-I think I don't deserve anyone trying. I don't want someone who's going to believe in me and then- then letting them down again, you know. I'm weak. I know I'm going to be using again...

Ecstasy helps me feel good. Like I'm this great guy. I dunno why I'm telling you all this stuff... probably shouldn't.

1/2

[soda_delirium]

god if youre tryin to get clean im the last fuckin person to be talkin to
i practically mainline soda
wwhich since you aint familiar wwith trolls ill explain is a bit like bein on that fermented juice stuff is for humans
i forget wwhat you guys call it but its that stuff that tastes like fire an fuckin makes you vvomit if you drink too much a it
i aint evven TRYIN to quit

2/2

[soda_delirium]

[Encourage quitting a thinkpan-altering substance. He... can do this? He understands all the arguments for sobering up, of course, he hears enough of them, he just... Maybe he can talk around it.]

ok
lets just say i get wwhy youre on or wwere on or wwhatevver that stuff especially wwith the name ECSTASY fuck
an lets pretend i already gavve you this encouragin speech about wwhy you should be sober im sure you heard enough a them to imagine one more
wwhy exactly dont you deservve help doin somethin difficult you obvviously already think you need help to stick to
wwhat did you do
howw many people did you kill
did you get to genocide yet

[speaks_with_fire]

Hey.

[He clasps his hands on Mikey's shoulder. Specifically his left hand because the right is covered in what could only be described as pointy sci-fi armor.]

If they're friends worth having they would be happy to see you back. Bad decisions or not. And things are worse with you gone

After making bad decisions for a while it takes time to start making good ones, but if you want to change you can. Maybe the new place will be good for you.

Gonna guess what is going on, and well as far I've seen there's nothing here to tempt you except maybe liquor.