Shelby Manning (
shelbycobra) wrote in
dear_mun2014-06-01 12:34 pm
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Canon is Need For Speed. She still hates Detroit.
You're an ass.
You're going to dangle this carrot in front of me of driving for Penske? Probably the best race team in the IndyCar Series? Driving with Will Power and three-time Indy 500 winner Helio Castroneves?
And oh, all I have to do is leave the team that's supported me for my entire career? The team that said I'd always be welcome there even when I couldn't field a car? That my father is the spotter for?
You don't even want to get into what Tobey would think of this. It's pretty much the same thing his first girlfriend did to him. Fall in love, then leave Mount Kisco for the big city and big money. So I'd probably be wrecking my relationship with the first person I've ever dated who actually understands what it means to race.
So do I want to get my career back at an elite level or keep everything I've ever known? Yeah. You're an ass.
You're going to dangle this carrot in front of me of driving for Penske? Probably the best race team in the IndyCar Series? Driving with Will Power and three-time Indy 500 winner Helio Castroneves?
And oh, all I have to do is leave the team that's supported me for my entire career? The team that said I'd always be welcome there even when I couldn't field a car? That my father is the spotter for?
You don't even want to get into what Tobey would think of this. It's pretty much the same thing his first girlfriend did to him. Fall in love, then leave Mount Kisco for the big city and big money. So I'd probably be wrecking my relationship with the first person I've ever dated who actually understands what it means to race.
So do I want to get my career back at an elite level or keep everything I've ever known? Yeah. You're an ass.

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[Her tone says she doesn't believe it, because she knows what it looks like. She knows his high school girlfriend dumped him to move to Manhattan and hooked up with Dino Brewster. What makes this any different? Her leaving Mount Kisco to take a job with the biggest team in IndyCar? Sure, she wouldn't be bagging his archrival, but otherwise there's not much distinction.]
You never did tell me what you wanted.
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I just want to race, if it's on the streets it's still racing. And I want you, and I want you to be happy. I know how much it means to you, I could see it on your face when you were driving again.
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[Shelby glances up at him from where she's sitting on the couch in his garage. Skepticism is still all over her face.]
You've never raced a full IndyCar schedule. I'd be traveling cross-country for months and then there's off-season testing. I don't know when I'd even have time to come back here. And you would never leave...would you?
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[Shaking her head.]
I want to marry you, Tobey, not fuck up your life.
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[She chuckled.]
Can we just go back to having adrenaline-fueled sex in a hotel room and not think about trying to make everything so goddamn perfect?
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[Smirks, she's been in a car with him while racing. She knows.]
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[She laughed.]
Want to sit with me and watch the race? Or we can go back to that really expensive hotel room. Or - I just don't know what to do and I don't want to think about it.
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