Homeless, idek

[oathkeeping]

Come on. Why did you even bother? I'm not the only one living in your head—I'm not even the only me living in your head. You shouldn't have done this. I already have to deal with knowing other people deserve my life more than I do.

Because of canon points, huh? You could have picked a better one. But I guess if you chose this one, that means I don't have a lot of time left. But I'm not going to back down; I'm not going to give up what I've still got. My heart belongs to me.

Beside, you can admit it. You just liked the journal name.

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[seasidememories]

Well, it is a pretty snazzy name.

[oathkeeping]

Heh. Thanks. I guess it's not so bad.

[dork_of_keys]

I'm almost afraid to ask, but... what is your canon point?

[oathkeeping]

Got into a fight with some guy who liked to dress like me.

[dork_of_keys]

[Have a pained look. He knows exactly what canon point you mean, Roxas, and he wishes there'd been a better way or time to work one out.]

Oh... My mun did that to the other you that I share the head space with once. Took him from just after that fight, actually.

[oathkeeping]

Then yours is as ridiculous as mine.

He cheated, you know.

[dork_of_keys]

Yes, she is. A lot of muns are.

I... I know. I'm not sure I want to know what would have happened if he hadn't, though.

[oathkeeping]

[Sharply] I do. It's my life he interrupted.

[dork_of_keys]

[Just this face. Though he doesn't know what would have happened and he really doesn't want to know, he has a guess.]

I don't think would have gone well. Not if you were going to do what I think you were going to do.

[oathkeeping]

You don't know anything about me.

[And thanks to the magic of canon points and semi-transparent fourth walls, he only knows a little about you.]

It doesn't matter. I had a right to do it.

[dork_of_keys]

I suppose you had a right to do something that might have been suicidal.

[Sora's mun is derp enough to end up accidentally telling him more than he should know depending on his canon point. So he knows more about Roxas than canon told him.]

But if you had died, I probably would have too. Riku wasn't going to let that happen. That doesn't necessarily mean that what did happen was the best thing.

[oathkeeping]

I wasn't the one who was going down.

[And he's still angry and sure enough of his own skills to believe it.

He'd have made it happen. Somehow.]

Your life's got nothing to do with mine. We're not the same. And what happened was pretty much the opposite of the best thing.

[dork_of_keys]

No one was taking that chance.

[Maybe. Big maybe.]

... How much do you know about me?

[oathkeeping]

A few things.

I know you're what I'm supposed to be looking for. That my past affects your future. And that we're connected. But we're not the same.

[dork_of_keys]

Hmm. That's not a lot. So, you're looking for me, but you don't know why?

[oathkeeping]

Something like that.

I just want things to be how they were before.