Concerning most recent RP plot, canon: Final Fantasy XIV: ARR

[swordtouch]

Mundane, please.

As much as I abhor feeling like I have been used, abused, fooled, lied to, and manipulated.... this will be good for me. Please do not apologize, and please do not be so rough on yourself. It may be true that I have succumbed to The Black, but you know that I will find some way to persevere through it all.

Pray do not concern yourself with the well-being of Augustine, for all that really matters at this point is that I loved him for who he was (and is) and have done what I could to help him from his transgressions. In the end, he was considerate enough to end our relationship even though it had brought me internal turmoil (and subsequently into The Black) and it felt as if I failed him and had not done enough.

You've a plan of action and you've remained true to it so far. Should Augustine die at the discretion of his mundane, know that 'twas well-deserving for all that I've done to help him had been for naught. I must needs live with the fact that I've done what I could to help that man and he chooses not to ignore his urges and stay his hand. I will blame myself for this for a time, this I realize. For all the wrongdoing I will do throughout this, know that I will overcome it all. Just as I have before.

That, and I've friends to help. Friends I did not think I would have. It would appear that your constant barrage of pitting myself with meeting people has paid off. I've people I can count on, and I've people that can count on me.

I will be a better person for all of this. This, I swear.

Comments

[anagogicfantasia]

Meeting people can... certainly bring strange truths to light. Being more than figures we pass by, they can become an unbreakable support. One we must never forget to appreciate.

[She fidgets--fingers interlocking, turning her wrists until her fingers nearly slip apart, held close to her breast. After that moment, however, her hands lower and she holds her head a little higher, more sure of herself.]

It might not be my place to say it, as I'm not part of your world, but I hope that this venture you are to embark upon does as you say it will.

[swordtouch]

[Garrett closes his eyes, knowing full well and is prepared to go through some kind of living HELL.]

I did... eventually notice that. Friends are my support, and I know that 'tis what I need right now. And I am very... appreciative that I've such good friends...

And I truly believe it will.

[anagogicfantasia]

[Hell is... fairly expected, given the circumstances.]

Good.

[That he's recognised his friends, that he's so sure things will turn out for the best. She smiles, and it's sweet and honest as can be.]

Then it will, if you believe so strongly.

[paddra_nsu_yeul]

Follow your desire for it is right. Progress cannot be made without heartache. [She knows that lesson far, far too well.]

[swordtouch]

I realize that now... though I'd never thought it would be so hard....

[paddra_nsu_yeul]

Life is teeming with obstacles - even for those who live one life.

[swordtouch]

Who live one life...?

[paddra_nsu_yeul]

I have lived many. I am a Seeress.

[swordtouch]

Oh... I see. Beg pardons, for I am not familiar with what a Seeress is.

[paddra_nsu_yeul]

I see visions of the future. It is my duty to witness them. There is one who is my protector. They are the vessel where I store the memories after my death so that the next Yeul can pick up where I left off.