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dear_mun2014-03-22 07:31 pm
wildnobility) wrote in dear_mun2014-03-22 07:31 pm
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Chaotic neutral bard has been threatening me with this good alignment crap auuugh
D'you ever just sit back an' look at all the major decisions you've ever made? Y'know, really stand back an' look? D'you then wonder if they were good, or right? Nah, I mean-- right by other people. Does that affect you?
I'm innit for me, what I want and what my interests call for -- 'cause who else is gonna concern themselves with that? No one. It 'appened once and I was damn lucky, and that's long gone.
But then she comes along, an'...she keeps comin' back. No matter what I do, what things I say to annoy her, 'cause she thinks I'm some good person or something. Good person? Honestly. Burns my brain, it does. Call me a bastard, a scoundrel, that's all fine. I know it's true 'cause I know what I do. I'm fine with it, 'cause I know I'm good at it. I'm proud of it. At least...I think I still am.
I'm not sure. I don't know I've ever felt more accomplished than when she says I've done somethin' right.
I'm innit for me, what I want and what my interests call for -- 'cause who else is gonna concern themselves with that? No one. It 'appened once and I was damn lucky, and that's long gone.
But then she comes along, an'...she keeps comin' back. No matter what I do, what things I say to annoy her, 'cause she thinks I'm some good person or something. Good person? Honestly. Burns my brain, it does. Call me a bastard, a scoundrel, that's all fine. I know it's true 'cause I know what I do. I'm fine with it, 'cause I know I'm good at it. I'm proud of it. At least...I think I still am.
I'm not sure. I don't know I've ever felt more accomplished than when she says I've done somethin' right.
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