Chaotic neutral bard has been threatening me with this good alignment crap auuugh

[wildnobility]

D'you ever just sit back an' look at all the major decisions you've ever made? Y'know, really stand back an' look? D'you then wonder if they were good, or right? Nah, I mean-- right by other people. Does that affect you?

I'm innit for me, what I want and what my interests call for -- 'cause who else is gonna concern themselves with that? No one. It 'appened once and I was damn lucky, and that's long gone.

But then she comes along, an'...she keeps comin' back. No matter what I do, what things I say to annoy her, 'cause she thinks I'm some good person or something. Good person? Honestly. Burns my brain, it does. Call me a bastard, a scoundrel, that's all fine. I know it's true 'cause I know what I do. I'm fine with it, 'cause I know I'm good at it. I'm proud of it. At least...I think I still am.

I'm not sure. I don't know I've ever felt more accomplished than when she says I've done somethin' right.

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[imabarbarianrawr]

Hey! That's what I feel like when my mom tells me that!

[wildnobility]

Oh yeah? That's a good thing then, I s'ppose.

So do you just...go with it, then, that validation? I don't wanna start doing things for someone's approval. I won't lose myself for something that fleeting.

[imabarbarianrawr]

I don't know, I just do something 'cause I wanna.

[You're talking to a gnome barbarian. Try and keep things simple for the little guy.]

[wildnobility]

Yeah, that's what I was trying t' do. Then someone started changing my mind. I'm not sure what I want to do now.

[augerofcuriosity]

Changing yourself for the woman you love? Or is she changing YOU without any conscious input from yourself?

...Yes, she's an interesting choice for you, isn't she?

[wildnobility]

I never said love, mate. And I'm not changing. I'm self-made, I don't live with bated breath for the opinions of others.

Interesting is a start. I'm still trying t' figure out how she isn't fed up with me yet.