枢木 スザク | Kururugi Suzaku (
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dear_mun2013-12-14 11:19 pm
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Mun,
Is there a reason you bought me a paid account? The others, I can understand, but why me? Surely you have something much more worth your time to spend it on.
Something to think about, when it comes time to do it again.
Is there a reason you bought me a paid account? The others, I can understand, but why me? Surely you have something much more worth your time to spend it on.
Something to think about, when it comes time to do it again.
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Are you happy where you are, Suzaku-san?
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[There's a bit of a pause as he contemplates.]
I'm not entirely sure. There's a lot of things I'd change if I could, things I would do differently if I was able, but... we did the things we set out to do. I don't know if 'happy' is the exact word, maybe content.
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Do you miss them, your friends?
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[Like Euphemia. He knows what happened now and he... he doesn't blame Lelouch anymore, not really, but it still hurts. Know that he failed her, as her Knight and as her... whatever he had been.]
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...I'm sorry for your loss.
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Don't be... it was a over a year ago and you didn't know. Besides, her dream is alive, so she's still with me in a way.
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Then, I hope that her dream keeps coming true and, if you have any too, that they come true as well.
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To be honest, I'm not sure I have any. Just duty.
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Do you have something that you would fight for? Something that... [Well, no, he probably didn't, just from what he's just said.]
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I stand with my friends. I always try to be there when they need me and try to help the best I can. I won't stand for bullying either, since I know what it's like to be on the receiving of that.
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[It's gently, his tone, but sad as well. Because it's true - she doesn't know the things he has said and done. He more then deserved his title of the Great Betrayer and he knew it.]
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...You've been hurting for a while, haven't you?
I don't... know if it'll help matters or not, but... if you want to talk or anything, I'm willing to listen.
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You know a bit about Ryou-chan's story, right? Well... she's not the only one of my friends that's... had something bad happen to them or just they just have bad situations.
A friend of ours, Jounouchi-kun, he comes from an abusive home where his dad drinks a lot and gambles a lot. He was involved in a gang when he was young. He takes on a lot of odd jobs to try and help his dad out and his younger sister when she was going blind.
The friend of mine that I mentioned that likes chess? He lost both of his parents at a young age, his other relatives abandoning him and his younger brother at an orphanage. They were adopted by a cruel business tycoon that drove him to nearly forget everything that was important to him, turning him just as cruel and cold-hearted.
Another friend of mine, he was raised in catacombs most of his life, carrying such a hatred for Mou Hitori no Watashi, even though he had been dead for thousands of years. His inner darkness nearly drove him insane, creating a darker ego that had no qualms about destroying, if not killing someone. As a matter of fact, he did... a few people. Mai, Jounouchi-kun, even Ryou-chan and her spirit, he stole and sealed away their souls. We were lucky to be able to defeat his inner darkness, that living your life hating someone is no way to live life.
So, I think that, anything that you would tell me, I'm still willing to listen, if you want to talk about it.
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[His ton is flat, detached. He hates himself for what he did to the Tokyo Settlement, but he knows he can't change what's been done.]
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...You sound like you regret it, though. [Maybe it was something that happened outside of his control? Maybe he was forced against his will to kill all those people?]
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[Because his best friend cursed him to 'live on' - no matter what.]
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But, you do regret it now. And you know that you won't do it again. It's probably not enough, I know, but...
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I'm a Knight in service of his Emperor. I do as I'm ordered, for the better good of the Empire. While neither of us what something like that to happen again, you cannot deny that it could.
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But, I'm sure both of you are doing all that you can to try and prevent it from happening again, or anything similar to it.
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That sounds like a great goal. I do hope it does become a reality for you guys.
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