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dear_mun2013-11-27 11:52 am
umbral_dragoon) wrote in dear_mun2013-11-27 11:52 am
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Homeless, re: his past (FF14: ARR)
Mundane, it matters not how you put it. There is naught to tell anyone, and I prefer that it stay as such.
[But when Ywain asked you to do that favor for his Ishgardian friend, you did it without hesitation. What gives!]
That... is an entirely different matter altogether, lest you forget that Estinien would have seen that the sharp end of his lance goes through my heart had it not been for the crystal that he bears and how it glowed at my presence. Or so Estinien claimed...
[You know you have to go back there and face him at some point, right? And what about all the things you've been saying to your new friends?]
I'm well aware of the repercussions of the things I've said to my "friends", Mundane. Shall it come to a point where it surfaces and they decide to part ways, then so be it. I will cross that bridge should I arrive to it at any point. I'm very aware of what I am doing, there is no need to remind me that these "friends" do not deserve this. Especially Kami'ya. Yes, I wholeheartedly agree with that and yet 'tis something I feel I must do. This is precisely the reason why I've limited my contact with others and yet you've had me socialize with many people.
[You can't keep this up forever, you know.]
Yes, I'm well-aware of that also. I need not be constantly reminded of that.
[But when Ywain asked you to do that favor for his Ishgardian friend, you did it without hesitation. What gives!]
That... is an entirely different matter altogether, lest you forget that Estinien would have seen that the sharp end of his lance goes through my heart had it not been for the crystal that he bears and how it glowed at my presence. Or so Estinien claimed...
[You know you have to go back there and face him at some point, right? And what about all the things you've been saying to your new friends?]
I'm well aware of the repercussions of the things I've said to my "friends", Mundane. Shall it come to a point where it surfaces and they decide to part ways, then so be it. I will cross that bridge should I arrive to it at any point. I'm very aware of what I am doing, there is no need to remind me that these "friends" do not deserve this. Especially Kami'ya. Yes, I wholeheartedly agree with that and yet 'tis something I feel I must do. This is precisely the reason why I've limited my contact with others and yet you've had me socialize with many people.
[You can't keep this up forever, you know.]
Yes, I'm well-aware of that also. I need not be constantly reminded of that.
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How embarrassing...
Apologies- I thought your comments sounded similar to lots of stories I've heard recently of Free Companies disbanding.
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