on planning ahead;

[afaintcoldfear]

Don't change my story! Don't you dare! Don't you dare...

I want Julia to be part of my life. Even if she dies, even if we both die. I want to know her just the way she is now, not in any other way. Is that so difficult to understand? Is it weird? Because she's sick. Because we're both sick --

I want it to play out like we planned. That's still the ending I want our story to have, regardless of your change of heart. Please don't be afraid.

... I'm not.