luckandpluck: (Maybe they'd be happy for a while.)
The biggest damn thing you've ever seen. ([personal profile] luckandpluck) wrote in [community profile] dear_mun2013-10-30 01:41 pm
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[He knows what it's like to have a heavy heart.]

 I suppose I know the feeling well enough-- it's not everything you wanted, though I guess in your case it's something you've decided not to want at all. Doesn't mean y'can't make the most of it, right? I mean, at least your major's within some part of your interest. Even if... it's not what you recently decided you wanted to do with your life, you could use what you learned somehow in the end, right?

... no, I know you'll never be satisfied nor happy until you get what you want. Have you tried talking to your aunt, at least? I'm pretty sure she'll understand. After all, if y'don't really have the heart for it, you can't really push yourself to be the best you can be.

In the meantime, at least try to keep your best at this. When it's all over you can sit back, grab some donuts, and watch that movie or do some reading. And when you've finally calmed down, then work something out-- if it's really what you want, then I say go for it. It's a big thing after all, I know-- but what kind of guy would I be if I didn't encourage you to follow your dreams?

Just, you know, not the ones that involve you messing with me. That's where I draw the line.

You'll get there someday, Mun. And it probably won't be everything you wanted either, but if it's what your heart's telling you to go to this time, then it's got to be worth it.