The horrors of headcanon

[burnedbrighter]

Your obsession is becoming an annoyance.

You've kept me imprisoned in this dark pit for long enough. Dragging me out like a childhood toy to be manipulated and tormented before letting me sink back into myself.

And what are todays meals of choice? Hydrophobia, self doubt, paranoia...

You call yourself my fan? You say you "love" my story? Then why do you never give me the respect and power I deserve!?

You are a liar! A fool and unworthy of my attention or time. The fact that I cannot leave is the only reason we still play this irritating game.

But make no mistake. I will never make it easy for you. You cannot break me. No matter how much darkness you pour into my head!

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[promptness]

Clearly they don't know when to quit.

[burnedbrighter]

Such tenacity would be admirable...if he wasn't such a complete fool.

And what happened with your application? The very reason he's tormenting me is because you were accepted and then never came back.

[promptness]

Tenacity means absolutely nothing when the person behind that force is a fool.

My application was sent in under the assumption that it would go head-to-head with yours. Unfortunately, yours was never sent in and, feeling as if it were an empty victory, mine never bothered to pursue matters further. I believe her words were something along the lines of wanting to see an Azula application done correctly. She does seem to do me a bit of justice, considering her application was accepted. Not perfect, but good enough to keep me happy. For now. Perhaps your mun could learn a thing or two from mine?

[burnedbrighter]

[She blinks for a moment surprised and then laughs out loud]

Really? That is absolutely delightful!

My mun stepped out of the way because he was willing to let someone else take the part and looking forward to interacting with you...of course who wouldn't be?

Such a shame, I suppose you'll be disappointed with the final product. I know I am.

[promptness]

Of course I'll be disappointed. But I am merciful, so I'll offer you some free advice: your mun would do well to research the effects being locked away had on me. This "headcanon" of yours? It doesn't mesh with the actual canon. While I can understand why someone might want to ignore the events of that hideous story, it won't do to ignore it for an application.

My mun has faith that with enough revision, you'll get in. Eventually. But don't think that I have any faith in the ability of your mun.

[burnedbrighter]

Trust me, neither do I

As it stands he will be applying for me as an Alternate Universe version...which means unfortunately all his horrible ideas about the destructive effect imprisonment has had on me will be more acceptable then if he was being true to where I started.

At least he's open to criticism...he'd have to be the way he stumbles around and mashes his hands to a keyboard.

This is not art, this is not open to interpretation. This is my life and I demand a perfection of him that he is incapable of.

[promptness]

Is that what you think? That it will be more "acceptable?" Even if it did somehow manage to make more sense, neither you nor your mun are thinking. Then again, I can't say I'm surprised considering the person acting as your voice.

As long as your mun keeps your "history" of being me locked away the same, you'll never get into that game. Your mun fails to understand my core personality. Sure, he's got my voice down. It reads just like my voice at times, but he doesn't know my motives; he doesn't know anything about me other than what that painfully small brain of his thinks he knows.

When your application is rejected again, I hope he doesn't cry. Not without me there to see.

[burnedbrighter]

Do not associate me with him by our proximity. I will never accept his so called "Creative License."

After everything I've gone though and everything I've lost the LAST thing I want to do is leave my life, and my very sanity in the hands of some scruffy faced loser who wouldn't know motivation if it trampled him!

When he is no doubt rejected once again and I am saved for another few months of relative peace before his next futile attempt, I hope his spirit is crushed so that we can all appreciate him getting what he deserves.

[endlesswinter]

I..think that's better than a writer who hates your story.

I'm still not sure why I'm even here.

[burnedbrighter]

Hmm...and what's wrong with your story?

[endlesswinter]

It's bad. It doesn't make sense.

There's not much else to say about it. According to my Mun, the developers ran out of time.

[burnedbrighter]

At least that means there's not much they have to do to improve on things for you then.

Some people take pride in fixing broken things.

[endlesswinter]

[ he looks thoughtful. ]

I think she does.

Maybe everyone does.

[burnedbrighter]

I prefer destroying broken things and replacing them with perfect things.

Lucky for me my Mun does not feel the same way.

[endlesswinter]

Well..

I wouldn't really want to live in a perfect world. It would be like that movie with the robot wives.

[burnedbrighter]

What's a robot?

[endlesswinter]

[ don't mind him, he's just looking away as if the topic is something important. ]

A machine that moves on its own.

[burnedbrighter]

[Raised eyebrow]

What kind of pathetic individual would wed such a thing?

[endlesswinter]

It's was a movie, not real.

Like a story with moving pictures.

[burnedbrighter]

So you're basing your opinion of a perfect world off a fictional tale of machines that have no master and have wed humans?

[endlesswinter]

..Yeah, pretty much.

You'd understand if you saw it.


But I'd prefer a place with no machines at all.

[ given the fact that he lives in a dystopian world run by mechanical overlords. ]

[burnedbrighter]

How charmingly rustic.

I prefer the modern marvels of my nations technological superiority.

[endlesswinter]

Just be careful those marvels don't decide to overthrow you.

[burnedbrighter]

I've already been overthrown. It's less of a concern.

[endlesswinter]

Oh. Sorry.

..

[ socialization is weird. ]

What's your name?

[burnedbrighter]

[Tell me about it]

Princess Azula of the Fire Nation.

[endlesswinter]

I'm Lucas.

[ princess, huh? ]

I'm not a prince or anything like that. I guess I'm more of a pawn.

[burnedbrighter]

At least pawns have a purpose.

I'm a princess without a kingdom. Banished to the darkness in hopes I'll fade away.

[endlesswinter]

Doesn't it matter that it's not the purpose I want?

You don't sound like the type of person who would just fade away.

[burnedbrighter]

Of course not. A pawn does not question it's fate. A pawn should embrace it.

It is not by choice. I have been imprisoned against my will.

[endlesswinter]

No. I refuse to embrace it.

[ Now he's a little peeved. ]

I won't be used by anyone, not anymore.

[burnedbrighter]

Oh?

Just what is your plan then to stop your mun from doing that?

[endlesswinter]

...

I don't think she will.

[burnedbrighter]

Oh? So she's just conjured you up to let you sit on the shelf and collect dust?

I suppose you really wouldn't have a purpose after all then. And yet I am envious as my own Mun never leaves me alone for long.