mun has a bad case of the new muse jitters

[shadows_edge]

Deep breaths, Mundane. Everything will be just fine, but only if you stop stressing so much about all this! After all, how long have I been pestering you to find somewhere for me? Several months, if I recall.

And trust me, after all that, I have no intention of bowing out on you early. So see? It's really quite absurd for you to be worrying like this. I see no reason for you to be scared.

That being said...thank you for finally giving me a chance. And thank you for taking me somewhere that seems relatively pleasant. I wouldn't exactly call it my ideal, but it at least it's better than that tower you were considering initially. I can't say I care much for the sound of that place.

Though, ah... about this "starter" you've chosen for me...

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i'm glad you recognized me uvu

[etherbow]

By your own personal strength, do you mean the way people are - equalized?

I suppose I almost like the idea of it. Not losing things, but - gaining something.

i had to double check, admittedly, but i was pretty sure it was you. :P

[shadows_edge]

Not exactly, no. The thought of losing my symbology, while a disappointment, is something I think I could deal with. But this world is set up in such a way that a person fighting at all is frowned upon.

No matter how strong you raise these creatures to be, it's not really the same as being strong yourself. And that capability is a fairly big something to lose, at least in my opinion.

But perhaps I am being too pessimistic...

i was going to ask how you checked but this journal is totally a member to my musebox comm

[etherbow]

If there isn't a reason to fight, I think it might be okay. ...There aren't any of the creatures I was made to fight there.

And you have to be strong to raise someone to be strong, don't you? I'm not sure, though.

no shhh continue to believe that i am magic. totes psychic.

[shadows_edge]

Mmm...I suppose.

[He's going to struggle with this concept or a while, unfortunately. Being strong is quite possibly The Most Important Thing.]

But yes, I believe that is a fair assumption to make. However, that requires one to be strong first. And I cannot say that of myself.

bows to the esper

[etherbow]

Can I...ask why you say that?

/heroic pose

[shadows_edge]

Because it's true, I'm afraid. I don't mean to sound self-pitying or melancholy, it's just how things are. I still have... a ways to go before that changes.

/theme song starts

[etherbow]

Changing isn't easy, but...I think it can be worth it.